Racing Mind

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(TW: Insinuates self harm, read at your own risk.)

My mind is racing

And my hands are shaking

My heart speaks one thing

But my mind is fading

My eyes are burning

And my chest is yearning

But my legs are still

Not moving an inch

Cause fear holds me back

Please just a pinch

Show me this is a dream

And not real life

I can't handle the pain

I won't turn to a knife

Take it away but please be gentle

My body is frail and unstable

My mind fighting with my legs

Telling them to move

Yet I stay in place

Knowing I've nothing to prove

I am broken

No doubt

My mind racing

No way out

The only thing I know I can keep

Is the blissful ignorance of sleep.

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