The letters i wrote to the love of my life (hart big fan-fic)

The Door Opened

Grace POV

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I heard the door shut. i sprinted to Hannahs bed room to read the rest of the love letters. I have been doing this for over a month. Everytime she goes to a meeting i would read what she had written. And everytime i would cry my eyes out wishing that sh written these to me. God Hannah is so perfect but she would never love me im just me. Plus she has a girlfriend. 

I looked through a couple of her journals and found out things i didnt know about her before. I was sitting next to Hannahs bed sobbing while reading what hannah was saying about a girl. i spent mywhole day just thinking back to those letters. All i could think about was hannah. 

*1 week after*

Today was Hannahs last meeting for who knows how long. And she was staying there for 3 hours or so. I decided to finish reading the rest of the letters. I took all the letters to the livingroom and grabed a bottle of vodka. Shot after shot and letter after letter and my shirt was soaked with tears. Every letter i read the more my heart broke. I started to just drink the vodka from the bottle not minding the burning sensation on my throat.

I was about to finish what seemed and maybe the millionth letter there was on more. it was written ages ago around the time Hannah and i were in high school. I heard a key turning into the door. My heaart started to race. i looked at the time i had lost track of time. I was intoxicated And it was to late to try and ut everything back. There were letters everywhere and tissues and it was just whole mess. I took a deep breath trying to finish the last letter. But Hannah had opened the door before i could finish. Time to face her i guess. 

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Hey guys im sorry i didnt update on friday or saturday ive been busy with school work and my own problems. Thx for reading the story. hope you all like it s far. bye