Don't let go | A dosuk fanfiction

'5'

Doyoung ran to the other dorm where hyunsuk's room was located. He barged in to find hyunsuk staring at his computer screen watching a football match.

Hyunsuk turned around when he heard his door open and saw doyoung walk in.

Hyunsuk: ah doyoung-ie! What's up? You look like you were in a hurry.

Doyoung: h-haha no that's not it.

Doyoung was motivated to confess after what yedam said but now that he was facing hyunsuk, all the courage drained out of his body.

Hyunsuk: so? Did you just casually come to meet me?

Doyoung: why are you saying that like it's rare?

Hyunsuk: n-no that's not what I'm saying.

Doyoung sighed and sat on hyunsuk's bed, which was right behind hyunsuk's chair, the one he was sitting on. He turned around to face doyoung.

Doyoung maintained eye contact for a while after finally deciding to get it off of his chest.

Doyoung: I have thought about it.

Doyoung mumbled in a very small voice.

Hyunsuk: I'm sorry what was that?

Doyoung: I've thought about it, hyung.

Hyunsuk looked at doyoung dead serious.

Hyunsuk: o-oh...

Doyoung: yes. And I've come to the conclusion that...I feel the same way...believe it or not whenever I was around you, I'd feel this weird thumping in my chest. And as cringey as it sounds, it strengthened after you confessed.

Hyunsuk just smiled happily, listening to doyoung's words.

Doyoung: say something, will you?! Don't just leave me hanging!

Hyunsuk got up from his chair and walked towards doyoung. He hugged him tightly, playing with his hair as usual.

Hyunsuk: I'm so happy you finally decided to speak up. I love you too, doyoung. For eternity.

He let go and went back to his chair, leaving doyoung shy.

Hyunsuk: oh yeah, can you come here for a second, these ads keep popping up on the website. Know a good ad-blocker?

Doyoung got up and approached hyunsuk's computer. He leaned in towards the screen, pretty close to hyunsuk.

Doyoung: hmm...

Hyunsuk smirked as he realized doyoung was too oblivious to know what was going to happen. Hyunsuk pulled doyoung's collar and kissed him on the neck.

Doyoung flinched and looked at hyunsuk in surprise, before breaking out into a laugh.

He turned back to the screen as hyunsuk went back to kissing his neck, slowly making his way up to doyoung's jawline and finally, chin. Then he grabbed doyoung's chin and turned it towards him, like he did when he confessed to doyoung, before kissing him passionately.

Doyoung giggled happily to finally be able to be clingy with hyunsuk. He loved the moment.

*TIME SKIP*

Doyoung and hyunsuk were in doyoung's room, playing a two player game. Doyoung dropped his phone on the bed and laid down, staring the ceiling, as he let out a sigh.

Hyunsuk: hmm? What's wrong? What's bothering you to make you sigh?

Doyoung: my exams are coming closer. I need to start preparing. But I'm nervous.

Hyunsuk walked towards doyoung's bed and laid beside him. He hugged doyoung's waist from the side.

Hyunsuk: doyoung-ah, just work your hardest. And be confident. That's what made you an idol and I'm sure that will make you a good student too. And if it's the studying that's troubling you, I'll help anytime.

Doyoung: thank you, hyung.

Doyoung got up and sat on his desk. He opened up his math book and got out his notebook.

Hyunsuk's words really motivated him and hyunsuk was touched to see that.

He decided to let doyoung study and he left the room.

Days passed by as doyoung rarely got out of his room, mainly sitting on his desk and writing down notes and solving questions. But that didn't stop him from spending time with hyunsuk, since everytime hyunsuk would visit his room to give snacks, doyoung would take a ten minute break and talk to hyunsuk. Occasionally, he would ask hyunsuk to orally ask him questions.

When hyunsuk walked into doyoung's room one of these days, he found doyoung leaning back against his chair, phone in hand. Hyunsuk slowly crept up to him to see what he was doing.

He found his solo vlive being played on doyoung's phone, with doyoung's thumb on the like button. But at the same time doyoung was asleep.

Hyunsuk: he...took time out of his studying schedule to give me more likes for my individual solo vlive...even when he was this tired...

Hyunsuk felt so warm and touched that he wanted to cry. But he didn't. Instead he got a blanket and covered doyoung with it. He took off doyoung's reading glasses and carefully placed them on his desk. He slowly grabbed the phone from doyoung's hand and placed it on the desk too.

Hyunsuk: my precious dongsaeng...thank you for doing this for me all the time...I hope you will get results that you deserve for your exam. Sleep tight, baby.

He grabbed doyoung's small hand and placed a soft, small kiss against the back of it and on his knuckles.

He turned off doyoung's reading lamp's light and walked out slowly, closing the door behind him.