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[unedited, if you see mistakes please feel free to @ me on it]
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" boris asked me, clearly anxious about my whereabouts since i last left the house. i sucked my teeth at him-- i didn't owe him any explanation.
"you ignore me now?" he added sounding more agitated than worried now. i turn to look at him only to squint my eyes and say, "there's nothing to talk about. we're done, remember? worry about kotku."
turning on my heel to go up the stairs, theo was heading the opposite direction. seeing me he blushed. "w-where you really with pippa last night?" he asked me.
i laughed at how flushed he was. "yes. i was with your girlfriend last night. she probably likes me more than you y'know!"
he furrowed his eyebrows. "shut up! she is not my girlfriend!"
"not yet!" i tease.
⌒ ☆
being alone with my thoughts in the very bedroom boris and i shared was probably doing me more harm than good. all i could think about was boris and how much i hope he'd come fighting for me. i hoped and hoped he'd come up with a reasonable explanation for why he kissed kotku so i could just kiss him and forget about it.
hearing a knock on the door i hoped boris would come in-- and he did, but just to get a pack of cigarettes to leave again.
"wait!" i call behind him. "we should talk. i'm not sorry for what i said but i am sorry for not letting you explain yourself."
he sighed. "i'm sorry but i am no good for you. no more 'us'. i love you but this is no more."
with that he left the room, leaving me standing there with tears falling from my eyes. i grabbed my phone and dialed pippa's number because at that moment i felt so lost.
