Discontinued - The Promised Neverland Ray X Reader

(DIDNT ESCAPE AU) IF the world was ending.

AU: DIDNT ESCAPE 

As the title imply's they didnt escape, also you and Ray broke up not to long before you tried to escape, and Ray will be shipped out soon...

also some of the lyrics will be changed to fit the whole tpn story line kinda while going with my own.

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Ray walk down the Halls of the place he used to call home.. even though he always new to secret of the farm he stilled loved everyone in it.. he was frightened after the escape plan failed.

I was distracted.. and in traffic.. i didnt feel it when the earthquake happened..

Ray remembers it like it was yesterday... though, it was about a week ago.. He was infront trying to help the kids, but they were scared so it took awhile... when mama got there the first thing she did was grab you, as you were in the back, Ray didnt know as the first kid was about to go.. but Emma stopped it by yelling to Ray... she didnt want to leave you behind.

But it really got me thinking.. (----Skipping Line----)

He reaches the library... His favorite spot in the house.. you guys were back at Grace Field, after having to camp in the woods while it was being repaired...

"If only we were chillin' in the library reading...." 

Ray mumbles picking up His favorite book.

"Its been a few weeks now.. i think i figured out how. how to let her go and let communication die down..."

Ray just sits in the library reading.

I know you know you weren't down for for forever and its fine.. 

Emma busts into the library she didn't know that The couple had broken up until Y/N just told her a few minutes ago. "Why..? Why'd you brake up with Y/N Ray??"

I know you know we know..

Ray doesnt look up from his book book till Emma takes it from him. "Why??" Ray sighs.

"We weren't meant for each other... And... Its fine.."

Emma Just walks out the Library, Ray leaving a few minutes after and going to his shared room. Sitting on Normans bed.

But if the world was ending you'd come over... Right..?

Ray sighs laying on Normans bed that was once burnt to ashes.

"You'd come over and you'd stay the night with me...?"

Ray gets up after a few minutes and walks to your room, When he gets there he see's you sitting on your bed with Emma, Gilda Even Phil was there...

Would you love me for the hell of it..?

Ray slowly slid down the wall and just sat there, He loved hearing your voice, you were laughing with everyone but he could tell something was wrong...

"All our fears would be irrelevant..." 

He mumbles to himself. He just.. sits there listening to your laugh was like music to his ears.. but because of that there was the occasional time he would regret coming to your room. he leans his head against the wall.

"If the world was ending you'd come over right..? the sky'd be falling and id hold you tight.."

He Mumbles to himself, he wants to believe it.. he still loves you.. and he wants to believe that you still love him to... not that it matter.. he'll be gone soon anyway..

And there wouldnt be a reason why...  we would even have to say goodbye..

He finally gets the guts to walk in... He goes unnoticed for a while and just sits up against the wall with he head down.

If the world was ending you'd come over right? right?
If the world was ending you'd come over right? right?

"Y/N! Can you please sing us something!" Phil asks with quite a lot of excitement. Y/N hesitantly nods. "Sure but my voice still hasn't fully recovered from.... I screamed a lot... But anyway, yeah sure Phil!" she clears her throat..

"I tired to imagine, Your reaction.. it didnt scare me when the earthquake happened..."

You look down and tense up for a moment then you calm down, still looking down you continue.

"But it really got me thinking, that night we went and snuck out, came back to house and couldnt make it past the kitchen.."

Rays being there, was now noticed by Phil, who was told to stay quiet, Phil agreed.

"Oh, Its been a few weeks now... i think i figured out how... how to think about You without it rippin' my heart out.."

Y/N Let a tear roll down her face as she continues.

"I know you know we know you weren't down for forever... and its fine.. I know you know we know we weren't meant for each other and its fine.."

At this point Emma was crying.. 'Thats what Ray said....' Emma thought to herself.

"But.. If the world was ending you'd come over right...?"

Ray looks up, surprised, which causes Gilda to notice him and tell Emma... at this point your the only one who doesn't know he's here.. and, you continue 

"You'd come over and you'd stay the night.. would you love me for the hell of it..?"

Ray cuts in earning a loud "FINALLY" from Phil.

"All our fears would be irrelevant.."

You look at him.. shocked.. but he continues anyway.

"If the world was ending you'd come over right...? The sky'd be falling and i'd hold you tight..."

You just stare... shocked... Emma and Gild smirk. but either way you continue.

"No there wouldnt be a reason why... we would even have to say goodbye.."

Ray just stands there.. staring at you as if he's trying to create a mental figure of you...

If the world was ending you'd come over right?
you'd come over right?
you'd come over
you'd come over
you'd come over right?

You, who is still supposed to be bedridden, stand up without a problem and Walk up to Ray and hug him, He starts crying... "I-Im so sorry Y/N..." you pat his head as you pull it to sit in the crook of your neck. "Shh.. Its ok i know..."

I know
You know
We Know.
"You weren't down for forever and it fine.."
I know
You know
We know
"We weren't meant for each other and its fine..."

He looks up at you and pulls away, your hand still on his shoulders, Emma Gilda and Phil are now gone, its just you and ray, you whisper to him. "I know that there's no hope for us" just by saying this, your own heart shatters.. you didnt want to believe it..

"But if the world was ending you'd come over right..? you come over and you'd stay the night...!"

Ray asks you you lean your head on his chest, him being a bit taller than you and all.. it was easier..

"Would you love me for the hell of it..? While all our fears would be irrelevant!"

You look up to him as you say this. He nods, Of course...

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I did this in between classes- it took about- eh idk- a pretty long time, but less than and hour...- i think- But anyway, yeah, i left it off cuz im kinda tired of typing and imma go watch ✨Anime✨

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