The Camren Child (Completed)

Chapter 11

Your POV

"Y/n! Please talk to me!" Kate has been following me home. I stop short and turn around. She looks at me with wide eyes.

"Ok, you're done. We're done. You cheated on me. Yes I am still in love with you. I don't love you. Love is a feeling, loving you means I want the best for you, and I will help you when you're sad, but no, I don't love you. I'm slowly getting over you. I'm trying to get over you, and I'm falling for someone else. Fast and hard. Now please leave me alone, there's nothing you could say or do to change-"

"He raped me..." She trails off. I have no comeback for that. None what so ever.

"Why... why didn't you say that at the beginning?" I ask. She has tears rolling down her cheeks.

"I didn't think... I was scared of what everyone would say." She mumbles.

"Have you told your parents?" I ask. She shakes her head. "This... uh... look, I don't know how to phrase this but um... do you have proof?" I ask. Now she looks angry.

"You want fucking proof?! You want proof that I was raped by him? What the fuck?! You don't fucking believe me?!" How do I respond to that?

"Look, I broke up with you. I don't want to be insensitive but I can't be responsible for this. You need to talk to your parents, and you need to tell your parents, and try to get this under control. Kate, I can't... I can't be involved in this. I'm in another relationship now, I can't be your girlfriend." I say walking away.

I want to help her, I really want to. But I am, unable to trust her right now. I can't even begin to imagine what is going through her head. But the fact that I am able to happily be in a relationship with someone else, and not even think about her when I'm with him, shows what our relationship really was. If she did get raped, I will be there as her best friend, but I will not be there as her girlfriend.

I can't handle it. I am unable to think of her without thinking of her fucking Derek. Oh my god, it just makes me angry. If she was raped that completely changes everything. I need to be there for her through what ever goes on, but I need to make sure that she doesn't think I'm giving her another chance.

I walk into my house and Mom and Ma are sitting on the couch. I go lay in-between them. "Ok, I learned something today that I cannot share until I can, so please just let me sit here in silence. This has changed a lot, so much. So please, someone rub my back, and another also rub my back." I beg. I sit up and throw my t-shirt across the room. I felt so fucking bad, I wanted to help her, this is one of the worst things that could happen to a girl, and Derek is a fucking asshole, but I need to make sure she isn't just saying that to try to get me back.

I feel like such an asshole for not taking her in, and helping her right away, and I can't believe my first thought was that she was just making up this up so she could get me back. "Oh sweetie, don't cry. Come on, it'll be ok." Mom whispers in my ear. She starts wiping the tears off my cheeks, and playing with my hair.

"Mom, I'm over my head. I don't know what to do... Mom I'm an asshole. I don't know what to do. I can't deal with this, I can't..." I trail off. She kisses my forehead.

"Oh sweetie, I promise whatever we can do we'll help you. But if you don't tell us anything there's nothing we can do to help you. I'm not saying you have to help us but I am saying that if you are going to get in trouble you need to let us know." She whispers. I shake my head.

"I'm not in trouble. Nobodies in double except one kid who doesn't matter. Mom, I can't fall for her. I can't." I cry. I start shaking. She kisses my forehead again and leaves her lips there. "Mom I don't wanna be involved in this." I mumble into her lap.