an angsty Camp Camp Dadvid fic that I cant think of a title for

Lame. Excuses for me being missing for over a month

Well I've been a mess and I forgot this existed
Out power went out for about 3 weeks at the very end of October and part of November so we didn't have WiFi
And I myself am a wreck. I have gotten 10 hours of sleep max in the past up hours and I have been up for over 36 hours rn so that's fun
(Mini rant that you can just skip) TW if you need to,skip to the end of this chapter
And I relapsed on sh again after a whole month clean, not that I can tell my therapist that (I'm a minor) and I just learned that I do in fact have trauma but I didn't know cause of like memory loss and not counting this such as people that I was close to dying every other year at least as trauma
And my dumbass self didn't put my preferred name on my school enrollment papers when there was even a spot for it cause I was scared of my mom
And I stopped eating again (cause I'm dysphoric and don't want boobs and thanksgiving happened)
But according to my therapist I'm doing a lot better (cause they interrupt me when I try talking about legitimately important stuff) so I must be totally fine

So, the actual point of why I made this:
If anyone wants me to update this story still, let me know (or if they have things they want to be included in the story)