until the end-

chapter 2

i woke up next to shuichi. with all that happened yesterday i felt more guilty for being mean- but less guilty for causing miu and gontas deaths- i suddenly got hit with an overwhelming amount of thoughts. which i soon realized are memories- it was so much me and shuicbj were dating, dice my organization that my parents handed over to me to control when i was 14. signing up for dangonranpa. me and shuichis first date, first kiss, it was all so great hit then- the memories of (TW RAPE AND OTHER BAD STUFF) my dad.....raping me. my mom almost ending her own life infront of me. so many horrible things. shuichi woke up and saw me crying. "k-kichi are you okay?" i was caught of guard "yea just a bad dream" i said smiling. "h-hey shumai?"..."yea?" " i'm just gonna be honest with you. i have adhd. anorexia- possibly- depression and social anxiety- i-i'm sorry for dumping this on you i just want to tell the truth to you. " oh kichi- don't be sorry i wanna help." he looked over at me weirdly. shit shit SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT MY EYE AND FRECKLES, i mean it was dark in the kitchen so it made sense for him not to see it before. i turned away crying "kichi- why are you crying?" he said gentle. "it's j-just my eyes and freckles- i hate them there weird". "aw kichi there so cute i love them!" he said beginning to kiss each individual freckle. "nehehe shumai- i never knew you were so sweat and touchy" i said giggling. "how about we go eat something okay?" he asked "yea"

i slipped on some baggy jeans that i had left last time we hung out in his dorm along with one of his hoodies- my hair was a mess but still in the same hairstyle it usually was- his hair was also messy but not to bad. we walked into the dining hall were everyone else was holding hands. maki and kaito gave me a weird look as we walked over to the kitchen and kirumi handed us both a plate. shuichi walked over to kaito and maki with me. "why are you two holding hands?" kaito questioned. "do friends usually not hold hands?" i asked sarcastically i could tell kaito want to jump out of his seat and beat me to death but before he could maki interrupted "he has a fair point kaito" she said not wanting to deal with another execution. after we ate me and shuichi walked to my dorm and grabbed some clothes of mine and placed them in his room, then he got some of his clothes and placed them in my room. was incase we needed a change while we were staying in another's dorm. i laid down and shuichi laid down next to me. we stayed lien that for a bit just talking until monokuma came into the room and basically dragged me into his office
"what the hell was that for?" i said annoyed. "i wanted to give you a little gift~, in return you don't act like a huge ass to me mmkayy" i nodded slightly he slipped out the newest iphone. i had tik tok before an i was only gone for about 3 months. "wha- really?!" "well you helping me with motives and your my favorite- or well most tolerable of all those shit heads~" he said handing the phone box over to me. i was about to get up when i question came tk
my mind. "hey monokuma~" i asked "what is it kid?"...."can i tell shuichi about this?- i mean he is my boyfriend~ nehehe"- "not a chance- like i said you tell ANYONE there will be punishment."......"well i mean if he tells anyone or exposes us- i'll have nothing left to do than kill him- and then i'm a good lair so~ i can easily put the blame on someone else and get them voted nehehehe~" he paused "fine kid but if ANYTHKNG GOES WRONG I WILL BRING THAT PUNISHMENT!"- i rolled my eyes and walked to the bathroom and opened up the box. i quickly set the phone up. got my old tik tok account back. i wasn't aloud to have any other apps that envolved outside world except tik tok, twitter, and youtube. i walked back to shuichis dorm and immediately showed shuichi the phone. after i explained everything he started crying.....but not sad tears, happy tears. tears of joy. which caused me to cry. i told him about me helping them and tsumugi being the mastermind.

it was around 8 pm, monokuma had told me that i wasn't aloud to let anyone else know i had the phone and gave me a pretty case. when we walked into the dining hall for dinner everyone was staring at us. probably cuz we've been shuichis dorm almost all day, but i didn't mind it, and neither did he. we walked over to we're kirumi was sitting and she had already had two plates set out for us. i was only able to eat a few bites but hey at least it better that nothing. shuichi could tell i was struggling to eat "it's okay just eat what you can" he whispered into my ear. i gave a small nod. after a while me an sshuichi went to the library and watched a movie on my phone in the back. after we went back to my room and saw monokuma had put a box on my bed labeled  *decorations* i opened the box and saw led lights, christmas lights, fairy lights, tapestries, cute fluffy pillows, and a fluffy pastel pink blanket along with a checkered comforter. me and shuichi turned on some music and began to decorate. "hehehe never would have guessed monokuma would be this nice to you" shuichi said giggling. "yea nishishishishi, i kinda like him more like this" we spent the next few hours decorating my dorm and listening to music. i finally felt normal again. but little did i know the biggest surprise that monokuma had in store for me. for the rest of the night i came up with some motives and shuichi helped me. i promised him that i would protect him so we could both meet our friends later when this game was finally over. after we finished with about 10 motives we cuddled and watched tik tok until we both passed out......