Miyeon X Minnie Smut Book [(G)-IDLE]

Needy

They never spoke about it.

Minnie wasn't sure if it was because they had come to a silent understanding or if it was simply because both of them were too cowardly to even approach the subject during the stark daylight.

Either way, they both kept quiet. Minnie never knew where she stood with Miyeon, and every time the older girl casually flirted with her in public or gave her soft hugs during practice, all she wanted to do was finally ask her the question burning at the back of her throat.

"What do I mean to you?"

But doing that would ruin their routine, and Minnie was desperate enough to deny her own curiosity just to keep Miyeon's touch, no matter how confusing it was. Growing up, Minnie used to tease her friends for being whipped, for doing anything to please their crushes, even if they didn't reciprocate their feelings. She didn't understand how her friends could give so much of themselves without getting anything in return. But now, she was even worse than her friends ever were. She was giving her whole self to someone who couldn't even look her in the eyes after they were done.

Teenage Minnie would probably look down at twenty-four-year-old Minnie with pity in her eyes.

You're spending all your time worrying about a girl who doesn't even want to date you? Get it together, Nicha.

This time, it started during a casual movie night. The other girls had been exhausted from their individual schedules, so it just left Minnie, Miyeon, and Shuhua to watch a melodrama together. While Shuhua cuddled with Haku on the rug, Minnie and Miyeon relaxed on the couch behind her. Minnie had taken her usual place on the far-left side, where she could stretch her legs out comfortably, leaving Miyeon to choose her own spot on the couch. The older girl had started out on the right side, but as the movie continued, Minnie could feel Miyeon move closer and closer until she eventually laid her head on Minnie's shoulder and wrapped her hands around Minnie's bicep. Shuhua took no notice to it, as it was nothing out of the ordinary for the older girls.

Minnie brushed it off, despite her accelerating heartbeat. Miyeon did this to everyone during tense movies. She would curl up on Soojin's lap or clutch tightly to Soyeon like she was a stuffed animal. The other side of their relationship, the one they never spoke about, had nothing to do with this display of affection. It was purely for comfort, Minnie rationalised to herself.

By the movie's halfway point, Miyeon had fully melded herself into Minnie's side, Minnie had completely stopped paying attention to the gunfight happening on the screen, and Shuhua was snoring on the floor with Haku laying on her stomach.

Minnie, seeing this as the perfect opportunity for escape, paused the movie and cleared her throat.

"I'm going to help Shuhua get to bed so she's not sore in the morning."

Miyeon nodded in understanding before finally moving her head from Minnie's shoulder, freeing the younger girl from her embrace.