The Secret (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-None, it's just a fluff overdose

Was he talking about me? So he was trying to kiss me. Or wasn't he talking about me? He came back and stared at me. 'Did you hear that?'

I nodded. He sat down next to me and sighed a little. 'I don't know what it is, George. I feel so weird around you. But it feels so good.'

'Would you r-r-rather not hang out a-anymore?'

'I want to hang out even more. I want to be with you all the time, but I am so nervous sometimes. I never felt this way, I just don't know what it is. I-I think about kissing you a lot and it's so weird. I don't know why I think like this. Sorry if you don't want to be friends with me anymore. I just-.'

'I feel t-the same w-way.'

'About everything?'

'Pretty much.'

He scooted a little closer to me and looked at me. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders. We stared at each other again for a few minutes. His head moved closer and before I even realised he kissed me. I felt his soft lips on mine. He pushed me softly down and laid on top of me. My stomach exploded, I didn't know the feeling, but it felt amazing. His thumb stroke softly over my cheek and his other hand held mine tightly. He let go of my hand and rubbed over my chest. We kissed for minute and when we broke apart, we kept looking at each other.

'Wow,' Clay said. 'That was amazing.'

'It was.'

'I have never felt like this. What the heck am I feeling?'

'I don't know either, but it feels so good.'

I noticed I wasn't stuttering at all.

'I wouldn't mind doing that again sometime.'

'Me neither.'

'Do you want to keep this a secret?'

I nodded. 'Are we gay?'

'We might be. Are you attracted to me?'

I blushed. 'Eh- a little.'

'I am to you. I just don't know what's going on.'

'Guys?' my mum screamed from downstairs. 'Dinner is ready.'

Clay kissed my cheek and we walked downstairs, acting like nothing happened. My mum grinned when she saw us, but said nothing. Did she know?

'I made some mashed potatoes with beans and hotdogs.'

'Amazing,' Clay said.

'What have you done? It was so quiet.'

'Oh, eh-. Just Mario Kart,' Clay said. He blushed.

'Only Mario Kart?'

'Yeah eh- of course.'

My mum grinned. 'Okay.'

We quickly ate our food and after twenty minutes we went back upstairs.

'She knows.'

'I think she does.'

'I can't l-lie.'

'You can tell your mum.'

'What are we now?'

'What do you want us to be?'

'I don't know what I'm feeling, but I think I like you.'

'We can figure out what we feel and see what's happening after that.'

'Am I gay? What's happening?'

'Do you want to kiss again?' he shyly asked.

'Yes.'

He walked towards me and wrapped his arms around me. He was shaking a little. We looked at each other and then he started kissing me again. He pressed his body close to mine. My stomach seemed to explode again. Why did I feel like this? We kissed even longer than the first time and it felt even better. We both were blushing like crazy when we broke apart.

'I'm so confused. I never kissed anyone and definitely not a boy. But I like it so much,' Clay whispered.

'Me too, I don't know what's happening. It's w-weird.'

'It is.'

He kissed me again, this time a little shorter. 'I think I might have to leave soon.'

'I don't want you too.'

'Me neither.'

We sat next to each other, he held me close to his body for minutes and then he had to leave. He stood up and gave me a short kiss on my lips. 'See you tomorrow.'

I nodded. 'See you.'

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