Kagerou Project Oneshots

Shintaro x Deredere!Reader: Locked Up Feelings

"It really hurts... How you look at her that way.... It's better off if keep my feelings locked up in my heart..."

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(Name), Ayano, and Shintaro were a trio of friends, (Name) has been classmates with Shintaro since elementary, while Ayano was classmates with Shintaro ever since Middleschool. (Name) always talked with the other two, but Ayano would cling onto Shintaro while all (Name) could ever do was watch sadly, when they turned to look at her, she plastered a fake smile on her face.

"Are you okay (Name)?" Shintaro asked (Surprisingly) while eating his lunch. (Name) flinched and nodded, "Yup, Yup Shin-Kun!~" (Name) smiled at Shintaro, her energy being drained from that one smile. Shintaro took one more glance at (Name), then nodding and finishing his food.

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"Hey Shin-Kun?" (Name) grabbed Shintaro's attention while they sat under the shade of a tree. "What?" Shintaro asked annoyed. "U-Umm, You should confess your feelings for Ayano... You know you might regret not telling her and become a useless NEET..." (Name) nervously twiddled her fingers and looked straight at Shintaro. Shintaro blushed furiously, 'So he really does like her huh?' (Name) thought sadly. "I DONT LIKE HER IDIOT! Plus, I wouldn't waste my intelligence like that!" Shintaro yelled. "Aww, Your such an adorable Tsundere Shin-kun!~" (Name) swooned. Shintaro blushed and looked away, "S-Shut up!"

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"Hey (Name)?" Ayano asked. (Name) looked at Ayano, "Nani?" She asked. Ayano smiled, "Please take of Shintaro for me..." Ayano said, (Name)'s eyes widened. "W-What about you?" (Name) asked confused. Ayano only shook her head, "I'm not the right girl for Shintaro, he needs someone who is more self-centered and willful than he is. He needs someone who can bring him out of the boundary lines, All I ever do is cling onto him... So please (Name)... Try your hardest..." Ayano pleaded. (Name) thought for a few minutes before nodding, "Okay Ayano-chan!" She said determined. Ayano smiled, "Thank you..."

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(Name) panted as she ran throughout the whole school, looking for Shintaro. She looked everywhere and didn't see him, "He could only be there!" (Name) thought, running to Shintaro's house. Momo let her in and (Name) walked into Shintaro's room, he turned to her and his eyes were bloodshot, his lips chapped, and his skin pale, probably from crying and no contact from the sun. "Ah, (Name), I've decided to stop coming to school , not like it'd matter to you anyways..." Shintaro inquired.

I quit...

(Name) quivered and bit her lip, "W-Why Shin-kun?" She asked, tears slipping out of her eyes. Shintaro's eyes widened at the sight, (Name) was the type of person who would laugh her problems away. Shintaro was speechless, "Ah! Umm... Bye-Bie Shintaro, if this is what you really want..." (Name) mumbles the last part and skipped away. Shintaro determinedly clutched onto her wrist, "Oi, why does it matter to you anyway?" He asked. (Name) suppressed her sobs, "Well..." She looked away and nervously chuckled, "It's because... Because... It's because I.... I Love you, okay?! I really care about you..." Shintaro's eyes widened, "But I didn't want to say anything because I know you loved Ayano! So just please let me go..." (Name) yelled and swiftly pulled her wrist away, running anywhere but where Shintaro would be. "Eh?" Was all Shintaro could say, not even having the FRICKING GUTS to stop her from going.

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2 YEARS LATER:

"Itai!" A (h/c) girl fell on her butt, A 18 yrs. Old shounen bumping into her. "Goujushin! Help this girl up!!" A familiar blue cyber being yelled from his earbud. "Wahh! Okay!" Shintaro covered his ears and helped the girl up. She kept her head down and her headphones covered her ears from hearing anything. "Arigato..." The girl bowed, looking up at Shintaro but her bangs still covering her face. "U-Umm... Your going to bump into things if your bangs are covering your face..." Shintaro stuttered, putting her bangs to the side of her face with a clip. His eyes and her eyes widened when they saw each other's faces.

"U-Um... I'll just be going now, n-nice seeing you again Shin-kun!~" (Name) winked nervously, turning her heel to run away again. Shintaro grabbed her wrist, "Uh... Uh.." He looked for a excuse for her to stay, "P-Please stay.... I *cough* don't want to lose you again *cough*..." Shintaro blushed, coughing in between his words into his hand. Ene grinned while recording this, "E-Eh? What do you m-mean?" (Name) asked, shaking nervously under his gaze. Shintaro grunted, "W-Well because I love you idiot!" He yanked her hand and hugged her with LOL (LOTS OF LOVE). "Haha.... Don't lie like that Shin-kun... It'd only hurt me more..." (Name) chuckled a bit and pushed him away, looking down. "BUT GOUJUSHIN REALLY DOES LOVE YOU!!!" Ene whined on Shintaro's cellphone screen. (Name) shook her head, "Nande? I know he loved Ayano but..." She looked away from any eye contact. "OK GIRL! IF Y'ALL DONT LISTEN TO MY GOUJUSHIN NOW, IMA CYBER SLAP YO GRILL!!" Ene banged on the cellphone screen, seeming like it would break and she would literally "cyber slap" (Name). "G-G-G-Gomenasai!!!!!!!!!" (Name) bowed as if Ene was her new master. "GOOD! SO YOU BETTER LISTEN TO DIS VIRGIN NE-" "ENE!!" "YOU BETTER LISTEN TO DIS NEET RIGHT HERE IF YOU WANT A HAPPILY EVER AFTER, DURRR!" The cyber girl left (Name) speechless.

"So..." Shintaro turned to you, "You said you cared about me earlier *eyebrow wiggle*"
(Name) flinched, then blushed, "I-I didn't say I care deeply about you!"
Shintaro frowned, "So you don't care about me?" He pouted slightly.
"Wha-? No- No! I do care about you... Wait no! Bu- I do care deeply about you?" (Name) questioned herself.
Shintaro briefly kissed her forehead, "Good! Because I care about you too! A lot actually!" He gave a rare and really sweet smile.