Based on this request: Hi Zoe! not sure if this is going to be triggering to you in anyway. I was wondering if you could write a fic where Maxwell keeps comparing himself to Drake & Liam. When i think of max i don't see him being as muscular as the two others. maybe he develops an ed or sh's I don't know. (I'm so proud of you for beating ur own tho) Thankkk youuu.)
I don't think I've EVER been this brutally honest about anything like I've been in this. This is gonna sound a little cheesy but this is more than a fic to me. It's all my feelings that been put into a story.
I went back and forth about what i'm 'allowed' to put in this. This is my fic, these are my feelings. Honestly, writing about some of the hard stuff has helped me a lot. It almost feels wrong to share this because it's so personal. I also broke this into two parts cause it's just a lot for me.
I know it's a fic about fictional characters but I didn't really want to brush over things. I've read fics about ED's and people seem to like to romanticize them (which really, really pisses me off). They're not romantic. They're a living nightmare.
THIS FIC IS ABOUT EATING DISORDERS! PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T READ IF IT COULD TRIGGER YOU!! I'm putting as many warnings as I can because I don't want to trigger anyone.
WARNINGS: Anorexia: excessive exercise, counting calories, skipping meals, mention of weight loss but I never mention any numbers for anything, mention of body checking.
One last time: Please don't read if this could trigger you. Please, please don't.
YOU ARE READING
Never enough
FanfictionHi Zoe! not sure if this is going to be triggering to you in anyway. I was wondering if you could write a fic where Maxwell keeps comparing himself to Drake & Liam. When i think of max i don't see him being as muscular as the two others. maybe he d...
