She's no longer me

CHAPTER THREE

(Pic above is what i see halo in for this part )

HALOS POV

Sitting down on my bed I place this beautiful silk gown my luna gave me as a kid it showed my back and all my scars from my punishment but I didn't care because tonight is a special night tonight
I'm going to end all the pain I've suffered

looking out my window I can hear everyone rushing in the pack house to get ready I take a big inhale of my room mixed with the scents flooding the house thinking about xander I look out the window once more to see my ex mate holding hands with the biggest slut my sister willow

I let a tear slip while he looks up at me and smirks before pulling her in and kissing her knowing I'm watching walking away i cry once more as i felt him kiss her through the bond .

I can't stay here i have to go and be free i think as i start to write my letter .

Alpha jerrick if you are reading this it's to late I'm gone hopefully with the moongoddess but not like you care

I don't know why uses hate me and blame me for luna Leahs death when she wasn't trying to save me she was trying to save willow I ran out from the pack house when i saw my luna being attacked by rouges and hit one with a rock while willow screamed why don't you tell them willow

then I jumped on my luna to protect her that's how I was I was injured that's the truth jerrick look into willows eyes as you read this you'll see the truth

Beta rivers I'm sorry to cause you shame I remember your words clearly as I'm not your daughter
I'm a nobody you are right you should of left me for dead when you found me if my birth parents didn't want me you should of saw it as a sign .

Asher I don't blame you for hating me but I understand now .

Willow have fun with my mate and everyone else you sleep with

Xander I hope your happy tonight's your birthday hooray for you I hope you like what I did for your night tonight as it's the last thing I'll do for you .
You was my only hope but since my rejection I can't take the pain it hurts to much

Alex my sweet Alex even though your not my real brother I'll always love you like you were you'll forever be in my heart you are the only one who loved me thank you may you be blessed by lady moon

Bye
P.s jerrick I stole your dagger you always threaten me with

I folded my letter and placed it under my rags for a pillow .

Walking to the bathroom I grab my little to nothing make up I had from my luna and did a green smokey eye with winged eyeliner and a nude glitter gloss to finish off taking my hair and brushing it out so it was lightly feathered but straight I smile .

Walking to my room i take my clothes off and slip my dress on I glance at the mirror before listening to everyone in the pack it's quiet so they must be at the party looking at the time it's 7 good I pray there's no one near.

I grab my letter and head out bare feet
Walking down the stairs I head for the alphas office my ear to the door I hear no one.

I quickly open it and place the letter on his chair in that way he will see it I look at one of the draws and pull it open in there is a silver knife laced with wolfsbane in it's holster I grab it and tuck between my boobs .

my heart racing I quickly head out so nobody will notice I walk to the doors of the ball room and peak through smelling the forest with wet grass and wood.