She's no longer me

CHAPTER SIX

HALOS POV

Wake up little one you've been asleep for to long a voice rings in my head
Forcing my eyes to open wide looking at my surroundings .

Am I dead this time am I free I think to myself

No dear your souls stuck again
Why did you come back halo
The same beautiful lady I saw before says

Moongoddess please forgive me but I don't belong there

You do child is all she says

Growing with frustration tears build up
No i don't i say.
You don't understand how can I deal with people who hate me heck my real parents abbandon me I'm a outcast I'll never fit in especially when I don't have a wolf I roar
With my anger taking over

Don't you ever raise your voice to me halo thorn claw you were not abbandon you we're taken from me after I gave birth to you .
Wh ... what what did you just say to me I say as I bow my head .

I'm your real mother my child but you need to wake up as you have not fulfilled your destiny . You are strong powerful to be exact you bare the marking of the moongoddess behind your left ear only my children bare it .
when you wake you'll be healed and your wolf will appear.
I'm sorry you had to go through this but you need to be strong I'm sorry your mate rejected you I thought he would of saved you but my judgement was wrong I'll be watching over but it's time to wake up .

I stare at her lost and confused
One condition can you take my emotions away or I'll end up here again .i say

Halo I'll grant you your wish but only you would be able to turn them back on when your ready but you have to go

With that being said she simply kissed my forehead and it was dark .

(Alex)

Thorny wake up please
I'm so lost without you here I'm sorry I wasn't there but please be okay I'll be here for you when you wake up I haven't left your side since you were brought here just please .

I start to cry looking at my little sister she didn't deserve this .

Alex I here her say .

Halo oh my gosh I didn't think you'll ever wake up .

Looking at my sister I notice she looks hollow .

I'll get you a water and get Dr green with that I kissed her cheek and left as she gave me a blank nod .

HALOS POV.

Looking around my room i feel blank like I'm empty inside .

You feel like that because we can't feel anything .a voice said in my head
Wolf I simply say
Star halo my name is star .

If I could feel excited I would be I say to her with a nod she retreated as Alex came back with the doc.

Hello miss rivers how are you feeling is it okay if i come near you to do a check up .

I look at him with a dead expression.
Why are you asking I am a patient am I not .

Yes but you had a force field around you and nobody besides your brother here could come near you .

Well since I'm awake I think it's gone . I say gesturing for him to come closer .

Well your heartbeat is strong I'll take some blood to see if the wolfsbane is fully out of your system then if your feeling any better you can leave .

Ok is all i say and he gets up and leaves .

Thorny I mindlink someone to bring some food for you but I have to let alpha jerrick and xander know your finally awake okay .

Ok I say looking up .

mate rejected us we leave soon.

Star where do we leave how do you know he rejected us .

I  felt and saw everything I've been with you since you were little but i was blocked off by lady moon.

okay we runaway. Is all I say before she disappears .

(Knock knock knock)

Alpha jerrick and xander walk in with a tray of food in had .

Alpha I bow .

Xander I bow .

(Alpha) how are you feel halo .

Never better I reply .

(Xander)

You must be hungry here eat please .

Thank you is all i say looking at the both of them .

Why do uses look confused .

(Xander) Well you look different your hair colour has changed and your skin it has a glow .

(Alpha) And your eyes are a dark purple almost yet hold no emotion.

I look at them and ask so what's my punishment .
Seeing guilt on there faces .

(Alpha) Halo your not going to be punished
Look we're sorry for what we done

(Xander) And I'm sorry for all the pain I caused it's my fault you are here halo I was a bad mate I no you won't forgive me but I need you to here how sorry I am .

If that is all I'll like to rest is all i say before they both leave .

Star well rest up till night then we'll leave

Don't worry I'll always be here for you now okay .

With that being said I ate my food left from the alpha and xander and sleep .