Chapter song: M83 - Wait & Kodaline - all i want
Cora's Prov:
It has been two weeks since I saw luke last. I have honestly been avoiding him since I found out he is a vampire. Which to be honest creeps me out but also explains why I remember his exact face from when I was little. He has not tried to come over or talk to me so I am guessing he is avoiding me to. I guess this is how it is supposed to be. Me alone in my room with nothing but scars on my skin. I mean that is how my life has been since I was a near tween.
I decided to make a move either I would regret or be proud I even made it. I picked up my bedside phone and called Luke. It rang and rang and rang but no answer. The tears began running down my face. Threw the blur of the tears I slowing got up and outta my molded bed and walked to my closet. I tore threw all my belongings before I found was I was looking for. The blade. The Ticket. The get outta jail free card. I put it up against my skin and sliced. I sliced till i felt a hand pushing me back and taking the blade from me.
"Why?" He asked. My eyes were closed from fear. Hearing the voice ive known to forget broke me into even more peices. Hell he built me up then tore me down. I was happy with him. Then all of this.
"Cora" He said sitting next to me on my bed grabbing me by my forearms very close to cuts.
"look at me" He sighed grabbing my face turning it towards him.
"Please" he begged.
I slowly opened up my eyes to see the face i used to admire.
"Why?" He repeated once more.
"You left me" I cried. the fact I havent spoken in weeks didnt help at all.
"I had to"
"You didnt have to luke"
"You arent safe cora and do you really think doing this is gonna help?" He rose his voice,"Your not safe with me or anyone to be quite frank.'
I said nothing but turned away.
"You Not safe with yourself either."
"Why?"
"Cora look at me" He rose his voice again.
I looked into his eyes and saw nothing but red. My wrists. He Only came here because of these. Or does he actually care.?
"Are these the only reason you came?" I asked gesturing to my cuts.
"No."
"I came because i love you."
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In My Veins {5sos and One direction}
FanfictionA 16 year old girl named Cora and Her mother Move to London to get away from their tragic life in the states where she suffered depression and suicide attempts. When her and her mom are settling In their new home in the city she starts to feel lured...
