you Abandoned me not the other way around gon..

mistakes

A few days had past after what happened at kaniko's house, they talked it all out and decided it was best to stay in contact, so killua gave him his phone number, even though kaniko had killua's number the white haired beauty still felt awkward about talking to kaniko, it wasn't that he didn't think they could be friends, it was the fact that he was embarrassed, he had a breakdown in front of someone for the first time since gon, it was humiliating the fear that struck his heart when he woke up on a strangers couch, was horrible, so technically he had two break downs, even worse. But besides that, they had started to become friends,
They spent plenty of time together, when killua wasn't hiding from kaniko.
He had told leorio and kurapika about him, leorio.... Lets just say.. He didn't like kaniko.. He even met kaniko to prove killua's point that he was not a bad person, but..

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"I don't care killua! Something is off about him!" Leorio whisper yelled. Just  outside killua's apartment, they all decided that they should meet kaniko, they had just gotten back from eating out together, and leorio was quick to make his choice about kaniko. Killua huffed angrily, glaring daggers at his friend, "what's so bad that i can't see myself old man!?" Leorio stomped his foot angrily, kurapika sighed closing his eyes, "killua, please lower your voice, please understand Leorio is only trying to help you he meant no offence" he spoke calmly looking back at a pissed off killua, "......" Leorio looked at killua's apartment door, expecting it to open yet.. It didn't, at least not yet, "killua, he isn't good for you! I can tell! Something bad is going to happen if you stay with him!" Leorio's hand slid through his raven hair. The white haired teen looked down in thought, 'could they be right?..'

He thought to himself before softly shaking his head, 
"Fuck you guys, if you think that I'm dropping someone because you think he is a horrible person, well guess what, you are dead wrong! He was there when no one else was!" Killua seethed, "I don't give a fuck what you think, all you ever do! Is yell at me, if it weren't for gon I doubt you guys would have given a fuck about me!! You NEVER payed attention to me the last two years! You guys only became friends with me because gon
Made you guys!"
Small tears formed in the white haired boys eyes, he hated saying this to his friends, but this had been on his mind ever sense they became friends, did they hate him? Why was everytime they hung out gon was either there, or it was about gon, he wanted to know. "Killua you know that's-" kurapika tried to speak, to only be caught off by a look of hurt and eagerness, "No, I want to know. Did you guys only become my friends because gon asked you guys to meet me?," To be honest killua didn't want to know the answer, but he had to know. The blond and the raven haired man both looked to the side in shame, they both knew it was true, they never wanted to admit it. The white haired teen looked down,
"I knew it.." Was all he could say not a single part of him was surprised, he knew they didn't really want to be his friends, "Wait killua! Yes its true at first we didn't really understand why gon wanted us to be your friend, but as we got to know you.. You are very important to us now.. Please,"
Killua shook his head turning his back to his friends, and going inside,

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"Ki...."

"...lua"

                             "Killu.."

        "Killua!," 

Killua zoned back in focusing in the hand waving profusely infront of his face, he fell back slightly from surprised, "FINALLY I felt like I had been calling you for hours" kaniko fell back on the coach laughing softly to himself, the white haired teen smiled at kaniko laughing along with him, he raven haired man next to him stopped laughing and sat up looking at killua with a soft look, "so.. I heard your friends last night, it doesn't seem like that like me.." He looked off to the side, killua looked down his eyes growing dim. "Yeah... They don't" he spoke in a soft voice, "look, if you can't hang out with me anymore.. That's fine! They have known you longer then me."
Killua looked up faster then he ever had, "No no no no!, I don't give a fuck  what They think! I like hanging out with you" kaniko smiled at killua "good! I'm glad.. But.. I know.. I haven't known you long.. But I really like you killua.. I have since I met you.. Would you maybe.. Go out with me?.." Killua blushed with embarrassment. 'I only ever had eyes for gon..maybe.. It wouldn't hurt?..'  Killua thought about it for a second,

"Uhm.. Sure.." kaniko smiled brightly before hugging killua tightly,

'Maybe.. This will.be a good thing.. To get my mind off gon..'

End of chapter 4

A small warning, abuse and manipulation will be used soon So Yeah peace out homies ✌🏻