ITZY'S ONESHOT BOOK

SECOND CHANCE- LIA

REQUEST: TwiceisStraight
GENRE: Angst/ Fluff
READER: Male
CHARACTER: Lia

Y/N'S POV
Today I'm finally having my comeback, however I'm a little bit worried about how will fans react about it. Not too much ago, my relationship was revealed...

It really was not the moment to announce it cause now it'll affect my comeback results. Being a kpop idols has plenty of benefits, but also this kind of disadvantages. It's really difficult to have a stable relationship.

Actually, since the relationship with Heejin was announced, we have not contacted each other yet. Somehow, it became quiet awkward.

-Manager: Y/N-ssi its your time to get on stage (smiles)
-Y/N: (nods)
-Manager: Are you okay? You look a little bit sad...
-Y/N: Nah, I'm really okay (forces a smile) I'm finally meeting my dead friends, I'm just nervous.
-Manager: I see. Don't worry, you'll do really great (smiles) Fighting Y/N!

I appreciate how he's trying to encourage me, but I think that my face shows how worried I am. In any case, I must leave this feelings down stage, I want to bring them an energetic performance!

I start performing and then I notice how none of them has their lightsticks on. Agh, this is what I feared the most, the black ocean is seriously a nightmare that became real.

-Fan: Oppa! Break with that girl! We are your girlfriends!
-Fan 1: Yeah! This is the punishment for cheating!

I keep on with the show, and how to all of them without answering any of them. What am I supposed to say anyway? I can't control my feelings... If I fell in love, it just happened.

My intention was not to break that many hearts. However, since the beginning I just wanted them to love me as their idol, not as a man. It's really difficult this situation.

-Manager: (claps for you) Good job! You were awesome up there... (smiles and hands you a water bottle)
-Y/N: Thank you but, you already saw their reaction. They are really angry at me because I'm going out with Heejin.
-Manager: (looks down) But it's your private life, as an idol you haven't done anything wrong. Please, don't be upset... Do you want me to drop you with Heejin? (smiles) You should support each other with this.
-Y/N: (smiles weakly) Actually, that sounds pretty good... Let's do it!

I'm really thankful to my new manager, he's really young and lacks a little bit of experience. However, he always knows how to support and help me, and that's more than enough.

-Time skip until you reach Loona's dorm-

-Y/N: Okay, thank you for dropping me (smiles) I'll call you later to pick me up?
-Manager: (nods and smiles) I hope this cheers you up!
-Y/N: (chuckles and leaves the van)

I then head to their main door and ring their bell, soon Olivia opens up and once she sees me, she seems to panic.

-Olivia: Oppa?!
-Y/N: Hi (smiles) I'm done with my schedule so I came to visit Heejinie...
-Olivia:...
-Y/N: Uh... Can I come in?
-Olivia: Huh?! No! (looks down) I mean, she's tired because we've been practicing hard and she needs to rest.
-Y/N: I won't bother her (smiles) I just want to see her... I need to tell her something (enters their dorm)
-Olivia: Oppa, no!

I head towards Heejin's room and open it without hesitation. I mean, we are a couple so we are not ashamed of this kind of stuff.

However, what I have found this time is not what I expected. What is doing Soobin with Heejin? Why is he kissing her instead of me? What is this supposed to mean?!

-Heejin: (spots you) Oppa! (panics and approaches you) I can explain this...
-Y/N: You don't need to... It is already clear (serious)
-Heejin: Oppa... (pouts and approaches you) You have to understand, my relationship with Soobin could have affected his reputation and-
-Y/N: (pissed) And what about mine?! Do you have any idea of how did I feel today when they received me with a Black ocean?! Huh?!
-Heejin: I'm sorry... (looks down)
-Y/N: You are sorry?! You have never loved me, right? I've been used just to protect the both of you... (sighs) Okay, it's okay, now I know that I deserve better (starts walking away)
-Heejin: (pulls your sleeve) Don't leave like this, let's talk about it-
-Y/N: There's nothing to talk about! (gets rid of her grip)

I then spot Olivia looking really sad at the exit of their dorm.

-Olivia: (mutters) I'm sorry...
-Y/N: You don't need to apologise for anything (leaves)

I leave their dorm and start wondering around without a clear destination. Actually, what am I supposed to do now? My fans are mad at me, my supposed to be girlfriend cheated on me... What do I have left?

The answer is, nothing. I have nothing left! Soon even the air that I breath won't belong to me anymore. What have I done to deserve this? I lost everything I worked hard for. Maybe, I should end with this suffering.

I'm walking near a road, so I just decide to throw myself so that a car passes over me. I wait for the next car to come and when I actually jump into the road, the car stops and avoids hitting me. Am I even going to fail on committing suicide? My life sucks at everything.

I sit looking down the road, when suddenly I spot a hand offering help to get up. I look up to the person standing right next to me, and spot someone really familiar.

-Lia: Y/N-ssi (smiles) I saw your showcase today, you were really cool.
-Y/N: (accepts her help to get up) I was not, didn't you see the black ocean?
-Lia: That really doesn't matter, you are still gonna be paid whether they like it or not. It's your private life, so you are free to do whatever you want (smiles and srughs)
-Y/N: Still, I was really hurted (sighs) And I'm not in a relationship anymore anyway. Agh, my life sucks at everything... (looks down)
-Lia: Is that the reason why you jumped to the road? I was really surprised...
-Y/N: (nods) I'm sorry, it seems like I can't even end with my life properly.
-Lia: Don't say so! It's not good to be that pessimistic... (smiles) Are you busy now?
-Y/N: No, km schedule free for the rest of the afternoon, why?
-Lia: Would you like to go for a coffee? (smiles) We are not really close, but I admire your songs and the work you do.
-Y/N: (smiles) Thank you, ITZY also does and amazing job up stage. The performances are always really powerful and energetic. I like them so much.
-Lia: Thank you (smiles) Let's head for that coffee, then?
-Y/N: Uh... Okay, why not (chuckles)

Call me crazy or whatever you want, but at this moment, Lia really resembles an angel. She appears just when I need her the most and I'm really thankful for that.

After the coffee time that we shared together, we discovered that we actually have plenty stuff in common. So since that moment, since we both had really fun, we became close friends.

Not too much later, my break up with Heejin was made public, and that helped to bring back my fans. Soon, I also started to recover emotionally since my life was going back to what it originally was.

However, something was really different from before. And it results that Lia and I became MCs for Inkigayo, which was really fun because we were already friends.

Slowly, step by step, we both started to develop some kind of feelings for each other, and after some months we ended up starting a relationship.

This time, I don't know if it was because the fans got used to see us together or whatever it is. They accepted our relationship pretty good. Actually, they decided to support us as much as possible, and that really overjoyed me.

I had to to struggle and go through a lot before life decided to give me a second chance. Well, not really life, it was Lia the one who rescued me when I needed it the most. Now, I can't be happier, all I need to do is to give my best and keep on going, cause there's always more chances for everything.

(A: This probably was really unexpected, but I felt like I wanted to bring a one shot for ITZY too. So here it is, I hope that you enjoyed it :))