ᴍᴄʏᴛ ᴏɴᴇꜱʜᴏᴛꜱ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ // ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ꜱᴍᴘ

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Pairing: Technoblade x Reader
Trigger/Content warnings: none
A/n: rip L'manberg 🙏. First Technoblade oneshot and its on angst. Takes place during the manberg war. Sorry for all the time skips I didn't wanna just write out the whole war, that would be quite boring for me and you. I know Techno technically wasn't the traitor but like he kinda technically was. Also this isn't gonna be completely correct to what actually happened. I'm bad at writing angst sorry :)

Word count: 1353

- Angst-

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"I'm a bit nervous" I whisper to the pink haired male and he chuckles, running his hand through my hair. "Don't be, I'm sure everything will be fine" he shrugs it off as he usually does and I sigh feeling uneasy about the things that would take place the next day. Techno could be reckless sometimes and I'm sure he can handle himself, but still I couldn't help but worry. "Hey but if it'll help I heard that. . ." He pauses a light blush covering his face ". . .hugging is a good way to relieve stress" Techno mutters in his monotone voice and stands up, holding out his arms. I can't help but smile widely at the soft side of the supposed 'Blood God'.

I wrap my arms around him, and him being way taller than me leans down and rests his chin on my head. It was nice moments like this that reminded me of why I loved him, even if we never said it out loud. "Thanks" I whisper into his chest and he responds by pulling me closer to him. Maybe I wasn't the only one who needed a stress reliever, maybe the Technoblade really was nervous.

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The next day came very fast and I was still very nervous, with rumors of a traitor amongst us I was very on edge, but Techno made me feel safe despite everything going on. People were fighting left and right, blood stained the grass and pavement, but we were winning and it was obvious to everyone. The enemy were being pushed back and just as I thought Techno handled himself just fine.

His cape flowing behind him as he swings his sword, his eyes glowing with pure murderous intent. I have to admit he was a little scary in this state, this state of blood thirst and war. The way he moved so swiftly, not a single strand of hair moved out of place on his head. It was so mesmerizing watching him move, he caught me looking at him and flashed me a grin before taking out Karl for the fourth time.

I see Sapnap approaching Techno from behind and draw my bow, aiming at him and firing, landing my arrow in his arm. Techno hears Sapnap and turns around quickly shooting him with a firework which inevitably killed the other male.

* * *

The fighting settled down and we all sat around waiting for Wilbur and Dream to finish whispering to one another. Techno tended to my wounds, as the others did to their own. I made it out with only a couple scratches and bruises, but I had quite a big gash in my leg. As Techno wraps my leg I put my hands in his hair, playing with his curls. I was tired and I wanted nothing more than to hold him, but he wasn't too fond of showing affection in front of the others, so this would have to do suffice now.

Techno finishes bandaging my leg and sits next to me on the ground, leaning on my side. He seemed bothered by something, but I didn't want to ask him, so I instead squeeze his hand comfortingly. We weren't sure if we would have to continue to fight but if we did we'd be ready, even in the disheveled state we were in.

* * *

"We won?" I look over to Techno and he shrugs seemingly uninterested. We did win but it didn't seem like a deserved victory, the enemy forfeited. But whatever, regardless we won and L'manberg was ours again. Tubbo was declared president (after Tommy and Wilbur) and we were ordered to take down the festival decorations since we'd all been too busy to take them down, with all the drama going on.

"Techno, tonight we're celebrating together" I say excitedly taking down a banner. He nods his head giving me a small smile, with that same worried look in his eyes that only I would be able to notice. Turning away and walking towards Tommy who was taking down more decorations, I greet him and start helping him take down more banners. I turn to look for the new president and I spot him across the path from me. I wave at him and one second he's waving back and the next he's being surrounded by an explosion of colour.

Tubbo_ went off with a bang due to [Rocket Launcher] by Technoblade

"Tubbo!" I look over and see Techno holding his cross-bow aimed at the spot Tubbo stood moments ago. Screams erupt from the people around me, and I can see Techno's mouth moving but I hear no words only a ringing in my ears. I had no reason to believe he was the traitor, I thought he was the one person who I could trust. The one person who cared for me. But I was wrong.

Tears are falling from my eyes when I zone back into the world, a battle has started again, and I see Technoblade standing in the area he'd shot Tubbo. "Traitor! I'll kill you" I say beginning to sob, if I wasn't running at the one person I thought loved me I would've pinched myself to see if I was dreaming. I swung my sword at him and miss as he steps to the side, his cape flowing behind him. "Y/n. . ." I swing at him once more and again he dodges, "shut up" I'm now recklessly swinging hoping to land a hit on him, my vision is blurry with tears and he continues backing up avoiding my blade.

I feel myself getting tired and the sword seems heavier and feels harder to swing. Techno taking advantage of my tiredness and uses his sword to knock mine out of my hand. "I hate you" I wipe my face as more tears roll down my cheeks, I swing with my fist and hit him in the chest and he lets out a grunt. "I hate you I hate you I hate you. . ." my legs give out on me and I feel arms catch me, pulling me close to his body. "Y/n. . . Stay away" Techno says before plunging his sword into my chest. He pulls me close into his chest, his hand gripping the back of my head and everything goes dark. I feel light, like I'm floating and for a second all my emotions are replaced with complete calmness.

I jolt up and look around the room. Techno's room. . . The place I last slept, the place I felt most safe in, the place where Techno assured me everything would be ok. Tears sting my eyes as the memories flood back and in an instant I'm crying harder than before, curled up in a ball on the floor in Techno's room.
". . . Stay away" Techno's words play on repeat in my head. There was no point in getting up, even if I had the strength to I couldn't imagine being face to face with him.

Maybe I'd just sit here until I starved, or until Techno came back and kicked me out. It didn't matter what I did now, nothing mattered. I was wrong about Techno, he doesn't care about anyone but himself. This explains the pitiful looks he kept giving me for the last few days. All I had to do now was hope L'manberg comes out victorious in the end.