He smoked.
I did not.
He partied.
I stayed home.
He had a new girl every night.
And I still haven't had my first kiss.
So as you can see we were very so much different. the only thing we had in common is that we were both wil...
The morning sun shining in my eyes not even making me feel the slightest bit of alive. Remembering what happened last night made me feel yucky inside. I could still hear the music blasting loudly through the speakers, I could still feel the girls grinding and dancing on me, and I could still feel my heart breaking inside.
How could the most popular guy in the school feel so empty and weak? Well that's easy to answer. The mask I wear around people is so much more different from my true self. I'm great at pretending to be something that I am not, and people are to stupid to suspect a thing. See the thing about me is I party, drink, smoke and have sex with different girls a day to keep my mind off of how screwed up I really am, and it surprisingly works.
After minutes and minutes of trying to rest I finally decided that getting up for school was my best bet. I walked into my bathroom and the cold hard floor made it's way from my feet all the way up to my spine causing me to Shiver a bit. After a few more seconds the coldness became regular to me. I brushed my perfect straight white teeth, brushed out my bed head, and lastly washed my face.
My morning routine is always the same, I never change it
I grabbed some clothes out my closet, through them on then headed down stairs
"Morning mom, morning Morgen" I greeted as I reached the kitchen. I kissed my little sister on the forehead and hugged my mother from behind
"Someone's feeling great today" my mother smirked before setting a plate of bacon, eggs, and strawberry pancakes in front of me
Yum
"I guess I'm just ready for today! I'm finally a senior mom, that's exciting for me" I state in excitement. I smashed a piece of bacon in my mouth before flushing it all down with some orange juice
"I know baby, you've come a long way since the.....incident"
I looked down at my food as I remembered what happened to me a few years ago. I was young, and dumb. I regret everything I did in the past and believe me if I could take it all back I would. The memories of her still played back in my mind. When we kissed, when we laughed, how we loved each other with every bone in ours bodies. She was my everything, and I was her's. But she's in the past. She was never really good for me but that's all that came with her.
I looked up at my mother and forced a smile
"Ima be late for school. Bye mom" was all I managed to say before grabbing my things and leaving
Another morning ruined because of her
* Samantha pov*
I pulled my long blonde hair into a tight cheerleaders ponytail and smiled at my accomplishment. My makeup was done in a casual matter and my hair was the usual nice and neat ponytail. my outfit was the same girly girl look that I did often. A black V-neck lace top ruffle Hem floral print romper
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