Forever Love (Christian Romance) ( On Hold)

The Break Up

"But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be children of your Father in heaven." - Matthew 5:44

"Ok new day, new chances. Thank you God for waking me up this morning." Kiya said waking up to the sound of her alarm clock.

She got out of bed and headed to the bathroom to do her morning routine;She started the water and grabbed her toothbrush and face town before walking back to the sink.

"Ugh" she said looking into the mirror noticing how exhausted she looked from the night before...The night she broke up with him.

FLASH BACK - 24 Hours Ago

Kiya pulled up to a restaurant where she told Nash to meet her at. Once she saw his car pull up beside her she knew this was it. It was the moment where words would be said and they would hopefully never see each other again. Not that she would have anything against him but that fact that he would hate her after this...

"We need to talk." Said Kiya walking up to Nash.

"Man talk about about what, I thought you said you was done talking about that stuff. I apologized...can we move on?" Nash said with a scrunched up face.

That stuff was the fact that he cheated on Kiya a couple of months back and a few times before that; it was by the grace of God that she forgave him. It took a lot for her to just "let it go" as Nash wanted her to do, but she prayed and prayed until she found it in her heart to do so.

"I'm not talking about that stuff , I'm talking about us." Kiya said

"And what about us?" Nash said looking at her up and down.

"I think we should break up, like, for real this time." Said Kiya preparing herself.

"Hm, so who else you been messing with? You found somebody else? Somebody you think going to treat you better than me?" Nash said walking closer to Kiya catching himself up in anger.

"What are you talking about? There is nobody else Nash, can't you see that this is toxic? First you cheat on me,then we argue about it for a couple of weeks, then you beg me to forgive you which I always do, and then it happens all over again. No matter what I do you cheat on me, whether I'm doing something right or wrong." Kiya said letting the tears go from her eyes.

How can he not see what we are? He doesn't love me, and even though he don't I'm not going to be played like a fool. As Kiya's thoughts were catching up catching up to her, Nash's voice broke the silence.

"Huh, you wanna break up over some mistakes I made? Everybody make mistakes,you know that. I apologized and told you I'm changing for real this time. Last time was the last draw, I'm done. Now stop tripping and come on before it start to rain." Nash said walking back to his car.

Kiya was done. She was done trying to do the best she could for him and yet not do it for herself. She was done trying to pour her heart out to him if all he was going to do is walk all over it. She was done putting up a fight for something that was obviously not there. She felt like everything she said to him wasn't exactly clicking in his brain like it clicked in hers. He didn't love her, he was done with her. And she was done with him.

"This! This is what I mean, everything that I say to you, you think it's me being "in my feelings". You don't love me like you say you do, and you tend to forget that actions speak way louder than words. From now on I wish you the best. It's time that I focus on myself and building a relationship with God because HE is who really loves me. I'M DONE. With that, Kiya walked back to her car with no regrets nor doubts of what just happened.

Soon she got home, and immediately grabbed her clothes ready to take a shower to distract herself while starting up her gospel music. She smiled and thanked God for the strength that he brought to her that day.

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