YOU ARE MY END

STOLEN KISS

1 WEEK LATER

BAEKHYUN ♡

Its been a two week's since our first date and Chanyeol leave was cancelled and was asked to join as soon as possible. He texted me and informed me that he was going back to his base where he is currently posted. Although I had great time with him and I do feel little sad that he had to leave this soon.

But this is good for me only, mom is quite upset and dad is definitely hiding something. But I don’t care, I am happy that he left. Now I won't have to reject him in the end, I may seem cold but I couldn't sleep peacefully as I feel bad.

It has happened with me a lot of times, even in school I had friends who end up having crush on me but I moved away from them as I never wanted to be involved in these relationships. I am scared of falling in love, I am paranoid and pessimistic.

I always had this fear that when I will fall in love with the person, they will either break my heart or will die. I know this is exaggeration but I have fears of being cheated after I fall deep for him or he may leave me all alone.

My mom thinks that I have turned like this beacuse of her experience but that's not true. I am very calculative and I calculated that I will be at loss if I get involve with someone in a romantic way.

I feel sometimes I am being too superficial about all this marriage and its dark side. But its me right. So, Chanyeol has left, I feel really proud of him but I don't agree to this marriage and all. He's a nice person and he will find the one for him sooner or later.

I sighed, I have been overthinking lately. I want to leave a happy life with me,myself and I. I was lost in my thoughts when I heard my mom was calling me for the dinner. I replied to her by shouting my reply to her.

I sighed for the hundredth time as I know where the conversation will be going. I don't get why my parents wants me to get married. I am financially independent, happy and living my life but no they think we need someone in our life otherwise I will be lonely.

I have been alone for 28 years but who will make them understand it. The only way to escape from this conversation is to keep quite and fill your tummy and running back to my room.

.

.

.

.
I entered the dinning hall, and I could see something was bothering both of my parents. They are not the quite type, they are like dog and cat who will keep on bickering on small matters. So, why does the air around the room seems so tensed.

I entered and took my seat, my mom was setting the table where as father was helping her. I looked at both of them and realise nothing good is going to come out of their mouths.

After the food was placed on the table, I started to eat it. It was my favourite. Kimchi stew, rice and some side dishes. I was busy eating when I heard my father clearing this throat.

Boom, I am dead. I looked at them trying to act as normal as I can. But in the inside I was panicking.

"Baekhyun how was your day son?" My father asked me. Excuse me,I was completely taken aback, didn't he asked me the same thing when I came back.
I was confused and replied back.

"It was okay dad" I said and I tried to read both of them. They were definitely hiding something.

"How's the food baekiee" Now my mom asked me this while she is being all chirpy and giggling. Definitely this is about marriage, my old lady gets too happy when ever this topic comes up.

"Its good" I replied as I raised my eyebrows to them and gave them a stern look. Both of them looked at each other and them turned to me with a huge smile, their smile was creeping me out.