For the longest time
We'd call, text, chatted and meet up
And for the longest time our friends would see us and comment on what a perfect couple we were
But like how everything in this world has an end
What was going on for the longest time is now no more.
And what hurt the most was that I couldn't tell anyone.
I buried the pain and heart ache i felt because I wanted to protect you
Because,
Should you choose to come back
You could do so with an untainted reputation
No-one would cuss at you
Because no one would know what you did to me
And I felt so alone because of that
It was the fear of them looking down on me that held me back.
The fear that once they knew of our broken love, it would finally confirm what my heart refuses to accept.
That it was over.