life switch // p. jongseong

4.

4:30pm.
y/n's point of view.

jay runs to the couch as he sighed in relief because we walked for like, 20 minutes i guess.

he never leaves this place, doesn't he? he's been living here since we broke up.

"jay-ah, need water?" i professionally threw my water bottle to him and of course, he caught the water bottle.

i sat down beside him, a sigh escapes my mouth. jay turns on the television as we get entertained by the performances that the news showed.

after a long 10 minute watch, i kept on wanting to ask this question. "jay, can i ask something?" i look at him as he looks at me back, he nods.

why is he so attractive.

"do you have any past relationships?" i asked, he looks at me confused and weirded at the same time. it looked funny, so i giggled.

"yes, i do. but i'm not that open to talk about my past relationships." he says and smiles.

i smiled back, "it's okay, it's your decision anyway."

"but.. sunoo.. i trust you so i'll tell you about it." he affirms.

i grinned, "yes, and tell me about it."

"there was a girl named.. shit, i forgot her name."

i burst into laughter, so did he. i love seeing him genuinely smile.

"she was very loving and caring.. and we broke up because of a girl who was so clingy to me to the point i fell in love with the girl."

"in short, i cheated on her. but now everytime i see you, you remind me of her. i loved her very much, i didn't mean to cheat on her. it was just.. unexpected."

my heart ached, i clenched my teeth trying not to cry because he didn't know the girl who he's talking about is right in front of him.

i poured some tears, emotional. i felt.. miserable.

he held my chin up and saw him chuckle,, "why are you crying? sunoo-ssi, you're cute."

i smacked his arm, "yah, it was emotional. i had to emote."

"anyway, i'm sleepy."

"wtf, it's like 5pm. jay, where do you cook shit." i stood up, walking straight to the kitchen.

"woah, i never heard sunoo cuss."

SHIT.

i stopped walking, my heart beat became faster.

and there's when i realize that sunoo is just an innocent, playful 18 year old.

i turn around to see jay behind me, raising his eyebrows in sync.

i awkwardly grin, "heh.."

jay slapped my mouth lightly, "you're too honest today, you even cursed today. suspicious." he starts to trap me in his arms and i powerfully escape his strong arms.

he chased me until i was in his room without me realizing it.

he pinned down on the bed,

"kim sunoo."
"kim y/n."
"similar faces."
"you two are twins, aren't you?"

his voice was vibrating on my neck. i gulped nervously as my muscles weakened because of my nervousness.

i tried pushing him away, "jay, stop."

he was too strong for this.

he leaned in more to make me feel uncomfortable and my face and his face were just an inch away.

"kim y/n, i miss you-"

i arrogantly pushed him away as tears fell, "i'm kim sunoo. i don't even know who that y/n is. --"

"-- why are you doing this? you're disgusting!"

i walked away and slammed the door in fromt of his face.

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5:49pm.
jay's point of view.

i didn't know why i did that.

he's right, i'm disgusting. i am.

he just looks like y/n. so much.

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a/n : i'm sorry for the short chapter, i promise the next chapter will be long :)
hope you have a great day!

- author IV