life switch // p. jongseong

13.

8:12pm.
y/n's point of view.

nervousness, fear, and anxiety starts to fill my head. i couldn't answer. i couldn't speak. why would jay ask this? this.. makes me real uncomfortable.

heejin looked at me worringly, "jay, change the questio-"

"no, i want to know."

hyunjin defends me as he fixes his hair, "jay, who even is y/n? he's literally sunoo, he might change personalities because of puberty. jeez."

"i said, i want to know."

jay strictly turns on the lke detector which startled everyone in the circle. i was shaking. i was in the verge of crying. i don't want jay to know.

"now answer me, sunoo. are you kim y/n?" jay looks at me, softly.

i replied, trying to keep my head up and confidence up, "no. i'm kim sunoo."

i knew that lie detectors test you based on how nervous you are in being asked and they don't detect your lies, so i tried to calm myself down inside by thinking of my mother.

"ting!" i sighed in relief, looking down as i pulled my hand to get rid of that stupid lie detector and stood up, "i need some rest, bye."

heejin stood up so did hyunjin and jay, they all looked worried. especially jay. i could see regret in his eyes. i walked away and still heard their conversations from a far.

jay tried to follow, but hyunjin stopped him. "why would you ask that type of question?" jay sadly responds, "i-i don't know." he started to sit down and burst into tears.

i hid behind the big tree as i sat down and tears started to fall silently. someone touched my shoulder, "are you okay, sir?"

he looked very, very familiar to me but i don't think i saw him ever in my life. i wiped my tears, "i'm okay. who are you?"

"i'm bangchan. you can call me chris, or bangchan. whatever you can call me." he sat beside me as he pulled out his hand for me to shake.

i looked at him, his eyes were gorgeous. i took my hand on his and smiled, "sunoo."

we talked for a while and finally he asked, "why were you crying? you can tell me what's wrong." he already gained my trust, and i gained his trust.

he seem like a kind, decent guy.

better than jay, i suppose.

i explained to him everything. i told him everything from the start and he had his jaw dropped since the beginning of my rant.

"i'm sorry, i wish i can help you. so you're real name is y/n, but you're acting as sunoo in order to protect your twin?"

i nodded at his response, thankful that he understood what i ranted about.

"can i have your number? so we could hang out sometime, you know." bangchan said as he smiled and took out his phone.

i typed in my number, and smiled back at him. "you're the best." i said. "oh i know, i know." he said playfully as we laughed.

i looked at the time, sharp 10pm. i stood up, "sorry, bangchan. i gotta go, my friends are probably waiting for me. thank you for the talk!" i run as he greeted me a goodbye.

i looked around to see our tents, it was labeled with names. thankfully, i'm sleeping with heejin.

heejin woke up from my entrance, "oh, sunoo. what took you so long.." i sighed and positioned myself in a laying position, "i just needed some space, that's all. jay's question made me uncomfy."

"i see, don't worry now. it's in the past. just sleep, promise we'll have a great day tomorrow."

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a/n: hello! added a new characters by the way, bangchan and heejin! they're my bias from straykids and loona, so why not put them in the story!

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