Amnesia - Ace Akers (Imagine)

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ACE'S POV:

I wish I could back to summer. If I could just see her again, it would mean everything to me.

Driving by all these places we used to hang out together, reminded of me of when she was here. All the times our friends wasted out of their minds was some of the best memories we shared together.

Thinking of her made my mind wander to her lips. The last time we kissed was great, and I remember the taste of her green apple chapstick.

Since she's been gone, I haven't been out much. All I know is what her friends tell me; about how she's doing and where she is in life.

I heard she found a new man, but I wonder if she ever thinks about me. If she ever feels like she's missing something with me. I've heard that I hurt her the with the same words I used to say to her.

I start to wonder if all the things we said were lies. Was what we had even real? How can she be fine about this? I'm not fine at all.

I remember the day she told me she was leaving; with her makeup running down her face. All the dreams we had together vanished like they meant nothing; along with the promises she said she would keep. All of it felt like they were burning away into small ashes. My heart felt the same way. 

I wish this was a crazy dream I could just wake out of. I don't want this to be real. I can't forget about the feeling of her softly rubbing my arm every morning, and how it felt to hold her before drifting off to sleep. It's killing me. I thought we made permanent memories, but I guess nothing lasts forever. How does something like this happen? 

All the pictures on still in a folder on my phone. I can't bring myself to delete them. It's like they give me peace, but yet make me feel more heartbroken at the same time. 

My phone buzzes, and my friends are texting me as to why I didn't go to a party tonight. I haven't gone out since she left. It hurts too much to know she's out there with someone else having fun without me. I just can't bring myself to move on like she did. 

It almost feels sereal; almost like it never happened. It feels like she was just a non-existent, and that everything was a huge lie. What if she was playing me the whole time? Like it was never real to her. How is she fine with this?

God her voice was breaking by the second. Her hands constantly were wiping her running mascara. I remember that last thing she said to me was "I'm sorry." Those words made it feel like what we had was nothing. Like it was game over. I lost my best friend, my day one, and my forever person. 

I felt my body start to panic and become tenser. I wish I could just wake up. I felt like I wanted to scream and shout for help, almost like I was being taken from her. Like we were being pulled apart. 

Suddenly, it all stopped. I felt my body temperature rise tremendously, and I opened my eyes within a mila-second. I sat up and turned to my left. 

There she was. 

It was all a dream. 

I grabbed her body and pulled it closer to mine as I laid back on my side. She awoke and turned to face me, "Baby, are you alright?"

I sniffled, "You're never getting away from me. I'm never letting you go. I can't live without you. You are my everything. I thought I lost you, and they way it felt to lay next to you. I thought it was over."

"Baby...", she said as she caressed my cheek. "I'm not going anywhere, Ace. I promise."

I felt tears run down my face. 

"Tell me it was just a dream, baby, please."

She kissed my lips, "It's all a dream baby, you're fine. I'm right here."

I sighed and felt her body snuggle closer to mine. It was all a dream. I'm fine. 

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Hey guys! Coming at you with an Ace Akers imagine! Sorry it's kinda short tho lol. Working on some better parts, so stay tuned! 

As always, be sure to like, vote, and comment! 

Much love, J. 

Word Count: 741


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