I Almost Do - Bryce Parker (Imagine)

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Y/N'S POV

Seven months...and I can't get over him. I bet he's still up, barely alive from the long weeks he has, and staring out to the city.

I wonder if he ever thinks about me; like how I do about him. I wish I could tell him how much I just want to hear his voice. I wish I could just run up to him and give him the longest hug. I hope he knows I almost run back to him everyday...

Almost.

He probably thinks I hate him and I'm slumming it with another guy. He tried to text and call me to ask how I'm doing, but I can't bring myself to text or call back without feeling the pain. He probably doesn't even know that I can't say hello to him again without feeling like I have to go through another goodbye.

I wish I could push all this pain away and just call him, and run back to him, and make him know I'm not over him.

Our breakup was unexpected and messy, but it was better off that way. I couldn't do long distance. This pain was too much.

I couldn't stop thinking about him though. I had to hear his voice once again. I picked up the phone and gave him a call.

"Hello"?

His voice sounds the same, I could hear the playfulness in his tone.

"Bryce..."

"Oh my god, Y/n".

I swallowed, "Bryce...I think about you all day and night. You're in my dreams, lying next to me on my bed, touching my face".

I could hear his friends in the background; as they started fading as Bryce walked away from them.

"Y/n...please come back and we can figure this out together. I never stopped loving you. I've tried calling and I've tried to figure out where you went so we can fix this".

I was on the verge of saying yes, but realized what I was about to commit to. What was I thinking? We aren't good for each other right now.

"I know...but I told you. Every time I want to say something, pain is all I feel. Long distances have never worked for me and I can't say goodbye to you like that ever again".

He sighed, "So then that's it I guess? Just like that, huh"?

Looking at my phone, I was looking at a plane ticket scheduled for one in the morning, four hours away from now.

"You know I'll never stop loving you, and it's getting late, and you're probably really tired. Goodnight Bryce".

"Y/n wait-".

Silence...pure silence. My finger was an inch away from the button. I thought maybe he was right; maybe we can fix this. It's hard to walk out on him, but I can't be the one to hold him back, I have to set him free. I almost hit the button.

I almost do.

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Hey guys! Short little story for you! I know this really sucks, but I got inspired but his song.

More longer and better Bryce content will be coming soon (as long as other's as well).

Hope you enjoyed!

- J

Word Count: 535

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