Forever

Amity's letters

My god there's a new helluva boss episode.. and I didn't know about it imma go watch it after this))

Luz pov

It's been a day or two amity still hasn't been around or talked I guess it makes sense I'm still not ready... not really... I'm not sure my feelings are mixed up but is this for the best? Is this what I want? She may have been mad at Boscha for doing what she did but was it really her fault to be mad? Was it my fault I kicked her out? These feelings are... strange to me... Do I really want her away from me... it's no right it's my fault I casted her away she was just looking over me and I may be to stupid to understand that..

Stupid like me and don't say I'm not cause I know I am it gives me a good reason to smile and joke around with my stupidity))

I love amity and she loved me she protected me from Boscha and I didn't want her doing that I am dumb I can't believe I've done this I have to make it right but will amity forgive me?

No of course not she won't forgive how stupid I am!

I sigh as I face plant onto the couch with Eda watching me closely with king in her arms.

My mind couldn't change all I could think of was amity it's to much!

I groan out of trying to think of anything else.

"Kid?" Eda asked concerned in her voice "what?" I said as my left arm dangled from the couch touching the ground "you gonna tell me what's wrong?" Eda said putting king down "me and amity got into a fight and I told her to leave and not come back until I was ready... I regret it" my muffled voice came from the couch "uh huh..." Eda said thinking

King struggled to get on the couch his little grunts as he pulled himself up, king slapped the back of my head "don't care for her did she care for you when you two first met? No! So quit your whining and make me snack!" King demanded as he kept on punching my back very softly.

I moved slightly and king slipped and fell to the floor making a thud "your king is hurt! He demands booboo kisses!" King yelled "shut it king" Eda said crossing her arms "look kid I don't know much about love every my ex husband... he's somewhere I hear he saved a town from a flying triangle or something like that" Eda kept talking "but that's not the point all I'm saying is you got to tell amity how you feel and how sorry you ar-" hooty opened wide with a smile on his face "I have mail!" Hooty said very happy "spit it out what is it?" Eda said with a sigh "Ok!" Hooty said as he coughed up some letters.

Eda picked the letters up and hooty closed.

"Hmm this one is for you kid" Eda said as she tossed a letter at me and examined each letter "all this is yours whoever they are they really like you..." Eda said picking up the pile and dropped them on top of me "I'll go just in case you'll get emotional" Eda said as she picked up king and left upstairs and into her room.

I grabbed one letter and started to read.

"Luz I'm sorry i over reacted I am realizing now I messed up and I shouldn't have yelled at you, though I'm not perfect I try to be the best for you it's all I want is to be good enough for you... I may be a wealthy and in a powerful family but I don't want that... I want someone like you luz... please forgive me"

"I hope you can forgive me I said something that I regret saying to you my heart broke when I said it I really didn't mean it I was pissed off by what Boscha thinks she could do to you I'm sorry"

"Pleas luz I beg you please forgive me I was deceived in anger and I couldn't find a way out and your my only hope so all I ask is for you to forgive me
-amity"

I smiled at the letters on me there where more but I didn't need to read them cause I understand she wants me to forgive her... "I do" I said out loud and closed my eyes.