Remember Me

Patience

Rick kissed along Negan's neck, pulling off both their boxers and never breaking away from his neck, which was now littered with dark hickeys. Negan whined softly as Rick held his waist, kissing him gently and biting his bottom lip.

"Patience, baby." Rick mumbled, and ran his hand down Negan's side slowly, creeping closer and closer to his dick. Negan blushed, putting his face in Rick's neck and sighing in relief when Rick finally touched him. Rick felt a smile creep up his face at Negan's reaction, slowly moving his hand on Negan's dick.

"I missed you." Rick mumbled in his ear, and Negan shuddered under him. Oh, how Rick had missed this. Missed feeling Negan under him, kissing him, touching him. Everything about him. Negan grabbed at his waist desperately, and Rick smiled.

"You that desperate love?" Rick questioned, and Negan chuckled softly.

"Tease." Negan rolled his eyes, and Rick grabbed him harder. Negan went tense underneath him, and Rick kissed his jaw once more, and then kissed down his chest. Negan watched him, breathing shakily. Rick sat up a little, smiling and kissing him again. He grabbed the lube, opening it and straddling Negan's waist.

"How are we going to do this?" Rick questioned, not totally sure that Negan would want to go back to how they did it before. Negan looked him in the eye, studying him.

"I want you to fuck me." Negan said bluntly. The words made Rick's breathing stutter, and he looked at Negan. It took a moment for Rick to respond, and he simply nodded, pouring lube on his hand and slowly moving to Negan's entrance. Giving Negan plenty of time to stop it, still, but he knew that Negan was all in. He started with one finger, and again, he remembered how much he'd missed Negan.

"Shit Rick, you haven't lost your touch." Negan commented as Rick added another finger. Negan exhaled shakily, fingers digging into Rick's shoulders as Rick moved a little faster, adding a third finger. 

"Jesus... I don't know how I forgot this..." Negan mumbled, eyes closed tightly and his head tilted back. Rick smiled, going for his throat and kissing gently. 

"You ready?" Rick questioned, glancing up at Negan.

"More than ready... Christ Rick.." Negan whined softly, and Rick grinned. After saying another prayer that Simon and Arat wouldn't walk in on them again, he used the remaining lube on his hand on his dick. He grabbed Negan's hip with one hand, and looked at him one more time. Then in one smooth motion, he was in. Negan grabbed at him, fingernails dragging down his back, and Rick was sure that he would be bleeding by the end. But he didn't mind. It was all worth it in the end. He moved slowly at first, letting Negan adjust. 

"Rick.." Negan panted, and Rick looked up at him.

"You okay?" Rick asked, and Negan nodded.

"Yes.. yeah just move. Faster. Please." Negan could barely speak in full sentences, and Rick nodded, adjusting his position before moving a little faster. Negan moaned louder than before, and Rick wondered if anyone could hear them. He wanted people to hear them. So he moved even faster, and Negan's head tilted all the way back. Rick kissed his neck, sucking hickeys as Negan shook under him. 

"Rick... I'm gonna cum.." Negan gasped, and Rick nodded.

"Good." Rick mumbled, knowing that he was close as well. He kept going, going as fast as he could. Rick watched as Negan came apart, his eyes screwing shut as Rick followed close behind him. Rick pulled out, and Negan stayed still for a long time.

"You alright Negan?" Rick asked softly, brushing hair out of his face. Negan nodded, opening his eyes and looking at Rick. 

"Wow..." Negan chuckled quietly, and Rick smiled, pulling him close.