Y/n put on the baggy clothes, he put on the makeup, and Y/n smiled to himself.
'It's what Ushijima wants. So... This is me...'
Y/n's smile was fake. He was breaking himself, piece by piece, every time he changed himself.
Y/n felt 'confident' and skipped to the lounge, where he asked Ushijima to meet him. Y/n froze. He saw Ushijima studying.
'... I'm stupid. That's the problem!' Y/n turned around, going back to his dorm.
He lost all confidence in himself.
'He wants someone smart! He wouldn't love an idiot like me! I'll just drag him down and leech off of him for life! I have to study!'
Y/n slammed the door closed of his dorm. He went to his desk, pulled out some books for class, and he started reading.
"I have to be smarter... Ushijima-senpai has to love me. I'll be his ideal man to love!"
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Changing For Him | Male Reader x Ushijima Wakatoshi
FanfictionY/n has a crush on his senpai, Ushijima. Y/n is trying everything in his power, to get Ushijima to love him. Even if that means changing himself. *Short story **Self-harm warning
