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Chapter 5

SAFE

Days went by quickly. I found new hobby. Joined clubs and won medals.

I just stopped thinking about some irrelevant things. Dahil I'm too young to be depress. I stopped talking to him, coming to his house and I changed my number too.

I'm always away all the time. Spending my time with my classmates. Either sa coffee shop or sa book store.

Kapag naaalala ko kasi siya, sumasakit lang ang loob ko. I didn't know what to do. I decided to let go of his playful heart. Kasi in the first place I didn't own him.

During those time, hindi ko napigilan ang sarili kong tignan si Amelia Perreira. Out of boredom and maybe curiosity. And nadisappoint lang ako sa sarili ko because we were miles apart! She's a brazilian top model. Big boobs, small waist and big booty. Skinny and tanned. She was so sexy with her seductive smile. No wonder Peter had sex with her. Baka nga continuously pa rin eh. Kasi I heard that she was staying in Boracay and had a fight with Keira the actress. One of Peter's 'one night stand'. Keira was almost like Amelia. Physically. Pare parehong malalaki ang mga dibdib at bilugan ang pang upo. While I had nothing.

Nakakainsecure talaga. Lalo na't hindi naman ako hinabol ni Peter.

It was long weekend kaya nakahilata lang ako sa kama. I had my period at sobrang sakit ng puson ko. I already took some pain reliever para matanggal at nang makakilos na ako.

While playing with my phone, Manang Nena knocked on my door. I was supposed to learn how to cook bicol express.

"Manang! Can we postphone it. Masakit pa po." I answered. She opened my door and shook her head.

"Maligo ka na iha. Maggagabi na oh. Para mapalitan mo na yang pad mo. Baka kaya sumasakit dahil basa na."

Napasimangot ako at umiling.

"I'll change my pad but I'm not going to shower. I'm lazy." I said then slowly got up and went to my bathroom.

After cleaning myself up. I went out of my bathroom and found Peter on my bed sitting quietly with chocolates and flowers in his hands.

I pressed my lips together when our eyes met. Ngayon babalik sa akin? Nagsawa na ba sa mga babae niya?

"I heard you're having a rough day." Peter said in soft voice. He handed me the flowers and chocolates. I took it and threw it back on my bed.

"Why are you here po?" I asked without further ado. My brow raised up.

"I missed you love. I went abroad and I came back because I couldn't contact you. I thought something bad happened.."paliwanag niya. His eyes were sad.

"Okay ako. Thanks sa pagbisita." I said then walked outside my room. Buti nalang hindi na makirot yong puson ko.

"Why can't we talk love? I really wanna know what's happening. Please.." he said in desperation while walking behind me. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Wala nga. Bakit ba ang kulit mo!" I almost shouted at him. I turned to face him.

"Then why did you change your number?" He challenged me. Napaiwas ako ng tingin.

"I was so worried about you."

"I suddenly got tired from everything." I answered nonchalantly. Then looked at him. I could see the hurt that flash in his eyes. He swallowed hard. He put his hands inside his pockets.

"How can I do to bring back your feelings for me then?" He said almost in a whisper.

"Just leave me alone for awhile Peter. You can't do anything about it." I said then went down the stairs.