𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

－ 𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙫𝙚

lowercase intended.
563 words.
noen pov. 

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𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆, 𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘀. and what about it?
leave the twinky trans boy alone. 

i figured i'd just come through and admit it. 
i know somebody here knows. 

i can sense it. 

its in the air. 

someone will ask eventually. 

should i just tell them? i mean, larray already knows and noah is catching on. 

fuck i'm just going to tell them. 

i'll tell chase first to break it down. then he can tell dixie and ellie.
i just hope he doesn't think i'm an outcast for it...

that night, we found a good place to camp with plenty of space around us. 

the others were buys talking and giving each other their attention.
i sat against one of the trees, silently watching as chase put together a fire. 

it had gotten  little chilly. 

he walked over to me and knelt down before ruffling my hair a bit.
"hey bud." 

"hi." i smiled, nudging his hand away a bit. 

"i'm going to get more wood for the fire. come with?" he asked. 

i nodded. 
i got up and followed him out of our spot and into the open. 

after a few minutes of silently picking up sticks and small branches, i finally got the courage to talk to him. 

"so chase-" i started. 

"what's up kitten?" he asked. 

kitten? that ones new.
it's cute.

"theres something you should know. well, theres something i feel like all my friends should know." i said. 

"mhm, what is it?" he asked, turning to me. 

"well-" i started. 

he had a small smile on his face as he looked at me.
the poor thing is so unaware.. 

"i'm trans." i said. 

"oh, that's cool." he said, turning and continuing his business. 

"like, transgender." i said. 

"yeah. cool." he said. 

"i was a girl at one point." i said. 

"mhm." he said. 

"you're fine with that?" i asked. 

"of course. besides, i already knew." he said. 

"how'd you know?" i asked.

"dixie told me. she figured it out while we were all in the lake together." he said.

i knew it, i knew somebody here knew!

"who else did she tell?" i asked. 

"no one, just me." he said. 

"oh. cool." i started.
"so you're okay with it?.." 

"yeah, why wouldn't i be?" he asked. 

i went silent.

"listen baby. just because i got around calling myself daddy and acting like a fool doesn't mean i'm against gay people. or in your case, transgender people. besides-" he said. 

"besides what?" i asked. 

"i think i'm bisexual." he mumbled. 

"oh really? what makes you think that" i asked. 

"i'm not sure. maybe its the fact that i become sexually aroused whenever your buddy noah looks at me? or smiles?" he joked. 

"so you like noah?" i asked. 

"no, not at all. in fact, its not just noah. theres plenty of guys that turn me on, i'd just never admit it before now." he said. 

"does anyone know?" i asked. 

"no." he said. 

"not even dixie?" i asked. 

"not even dixie." 

i felt bad for him. 
he can't tell anyone anything? 

imagine everything he held back because he feels like he can't trust anyone. 

that's scary. 

i should have never let him leave, i was the only one he ever truly talked too.. 

that's never going to be a problem again.

i'm staying here for him, whether he likes it or not. 

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𝙣𝙮𝙖'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚;
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