Satisfied - Lloyrumi - Part 2

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Lloyd's POV:
Oh my god. I'm getting married...
... to Nya.
Everything is perfect, the wedding, my bride, and my suit was a few seconds ago - before I spilt some weird salad dressing on my trousers.
If I'm being honest I don't know how I got here. I never really was the dating type. I mean, I only really dated one girl before Nya. It didn't exactly work out though.
That takes me back. I remember everything with her. She was the first time I felt true love. True love only grows, but I love Nya now. That's final.
When I broke up with Rumi, I was heartbroken; betrayed. I felt numb, the others weren't even in the same realm. Nya was there. Nya was there to support me.
But I wanted her.
When she came back I wanted to fall into her arms and just stay there forever. It would be us two against the world. Us by each other's side. But we both knew it would be too harmful for both of us.
I don't know what it was inside of me, but something made me feel empty inside without her. I needed somebody like her to lift me up; make me feel loved.
Nya and Rumi are two different people. VERY different. I remember every detail with Rumi- every kiss, every touch, every laugh. Her cherry red lips danced on mine, passionately drawing me in. It was intoxicating; I wanted more none the less.
However, I can hardly remember anything with Nya. It was an a blur. Sometimes I'm honest with myself. I know deep down that I only dated her to get over Rumi and look at where we are now. But I do love Nya. I loved her since I first met her. She's like a sister to me. Only a sister.
Oh shoot (our green bean is too innocent to swear) its Rumi's speech now.

She gave me the idea for the proposal. She's my closest friend here - well, the closest friend who wouldn't blab- but still. I remember seeing everything up. The beach, that was where me and Rumi would always go together, candlelight - cos that's always romantic, and blue roses because Rumi loved them. I imagined proposing like this to Rumi once. I guess I felt proposing like this would be more authentic as I didn't really know how to pop the question to Nya as I did for Harumi.
I turn to see Nya happy as ever. I do love her, and if she knew any of this she would be devastated. It absolutely crush her. I have to do this for her. I can see a tear running down Rumi's face. Her eyes are glistening, her green dress accenting her brown eyes. I swear they have golden specks every time I look into them.
Oh soo it Lloyd. Get a hold of yourself. You are supposed to love Nya. And you do. There's no question. Nothing can happen between us now anyway. It would be like  the man who ran away with his wife's best friend which would not be great. Especially considering I'd have the team to deal with.
I definitely was not meant to fall in love with her...
It was love at first sight.
Glistening eyes, light wavy hair, and a smile that could replace the sun knocked down all my defences. I'm not normally one for 'love at first sight' you know? It just seems like somebody like you because of your looks. This was something else. I was truly helpless Harumi was a mystery. I could see a broken person, somebody hurt.
Nya turns to me and holds my hand. I give it a reassuring squeeze and smile at her. 'You okay?' She simply nods. I can't break her, I just can't. Neither can Harumi. She's been so supportive, but I know she's hurting more than anyone else right now.
If I could, I would've broken up with Nya, perhaps tried it again with Rumi. In some ways I regret not chasing my dreams. My dream girl. I want to hold her in my arms and tell her everything's okay. Melt away her sadness with a deep kiss, one that would last forever before Kai or Cole decides to interrupt us. A kiss like our first. I swung her back, kissed her like a Hollywood movie. My arms made their way to her waist, her sliding up my arms until they curled around my neck. We just stayed in that position for a few minutes. She leans into me, and I'm entranced by her. Everything about her - her lips, her smile, her eyes, her heartbeat, her body pressed up against mine. It made go into overdrive.
Stop. No. Nononono NO. You are getting MARRIED. You love Nya WAY more than Rumi. She is your wife and the one you were meant to be with. Don't throw away another one that truly loves you.
I glance at Rumi one last time. She smiles. I smile back. I'm living a new life. An unexpected path. You CAN'T let yourself love Rumi. You're in love with NYA. It's just how it is. I can't say that I'll be satisfied but, I just want Nya to be happy.

A/N
Can I just say that I will take any suggestions you have! This chapter was suggested by @PristinaNtumba       And it was such a good idea!
Also, did u notice the Hamilton songs in bold throughout the chapter 😏 I'm sorry I had to.

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