Recap: Lyla went to the studio along with Chi, Mosey, KK, Royce, Sauve, and Neek. And Malek and Ciso was already there. Lyla found out Chi's real name was Jonathan (we goin pretend that's his name). When they got to the studio Jonathan and Lyla had a moment 😁👀🙌. Jhene and Lyla was about to record they song. And Jonathan aka Chi and Lyla aka Lay Lay are official now.
Lyla's POV
As soon as I heard the beat start my heart started to beating harder than it has ever in my life. I locked eyes with Jonathan and he motioned me to breath and gave me a thumbs up, I nodded and breathed in and out. Then I started singing. (This is the song) (Jhene sings her regular part and Lyla sings Summer Walker's part) 👇
I was actually sounding pretty good. I know not to make eye contact with anyone but Jonathan or Jhene or I would freeze up, so I either looked at the mic or at Jonathan. When it got to like a minute my part was over for now then Jhene started singing. I've been such a fan of hers for a while. When I first met her I was jumping up and down inside I just didn't want to show it. And for us to make a song together I defiantly didn't want to mess things up. Her voice is just so beautiful, I am very honored that she wanted to do a song with me. I then joined back in with her voice then finished my part. The end was my favorite because our voice joined in with each others and the sound was just mesmerizing. When the song ended there was silence for a little then they started clapping. I looked over at Jhene was on the side of me and told her thx, she just nodded. I was in my thoughts because I didn't know I could sing like that. I have another song that I have and is done with but I'm kind of scared to sing it because it's about Tjay and what happened in our relationship. I feel comfortable around Jonathan, Jhene and the rest of the gang but I don't know if I should share that with them, because I didn't tell them much about Tjay. And what they don't know about Tjay was that he could be very abusive sometimes. I didn't tell anyone the things that would happen I didn't tell my brothers or my mom. And I didn't have friends because Tjay would always run them off or say stuff that wasn't true about me and I would never hear from them again. As I was goin through my thoughts about why I shouldn't tell anyone and why I should show them the song, I felt warm liquids goin down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them. "Yo what's wrong girl?" Jhene asked looking concerned. "It's nothing, do you know where the bathroom is?" I asked tryna not to show any more emotion than I have already shared. "It's down the hall to the right, you sure you ok."Jhene asked. "Ya, I'm good I'll be back." I said getting up real quick. I got out of the booth and headed towards the bathroom. I was stopped by Jonathan. "Hey hey what's wrong?" He asked looking really concerned. "It's nothing I just need to use the bathroom." I said walking past him. I didn't want to be rude I just needed to get out of there for a minute. The first time I've been in a studio and in a booth was with Tjay and it brings back to many memories. And they ain't good. When I got to the bathroom I collapsed on the floor and all of my emotions came at me at once. I was filled with so much hurt. A lot of questions and thoughts went through my head. I was wondering if Jonathan was gonna hurt me next. And I was wondering if I should've told them I could sing. All these thoughts overwhelmed me. I told myself that I needed to pull my self together and go out there like nothing ever happened and that every thing was going to be ok. I walked to the sink and turned the water on and splashed some on my face. I took my shirt and wiped my face. Iooked up at the mirror and put on a fake smile the walked out the bathroom and back to the studio. When I got back everyone was looking at me. I ignored it and sat down next to Jonathan and got on my phone. "Why were you cryin on your way to the bathroom?" Mosey asked me looking concerned. And all of a sound things got quite and everyone looked at me. "I don't want to talk about it." I whispered. "Why not?" Jonathan asked grabbing my hand. "Because it's about my past life and I don't want to bring back some of the memories that have already pretty much came back to me." I said sounding like I was about to cry again. I looked away and put my hand up to my face. "You can't just hold things in it's not goof for you." Jhene said trying to make a statement. "I know I just don't want you guys to look at me different if I tell you." I said wiping my face. "Some of us have been through the stuff you probably bout to tell us so we most likely understand where you comin from." Royce said tryna sound understanding. I took a deep breath and looked at them then began to speak. "Ok. I have some songs that are finished and they are about..."I started to explain but couldn't really find the right words. "It's ok take your time." Jonathan said rubbing my hand. "Their about Tjay." I said letting out a big cry. Jonathan brought me into a hug. "You don't tell us much about Tjay, the only thing you really told us was his rapper name." Mosey said looking like he could kill anyone at the moment. "That's because I don't want to start any thing and the subject is very tender and hard for me to talk about." I said trying to explain. Jonathan released from the hug. "Tell us the rest." He told me and I nodded. "Tjay was abusive, he would do stuff to hurt me on purpose. He would force me to do stuff I didn't want to do, that had to do with his friends. I told him that one of his friends was doing stuff to me and he didn't even care." I said said crying and Jonathan and Jhene was there to comfort me. "He beat me every day because he said I was too beautiful and that other guys was lookin to hard. He ran away all of my friends so that I couldn't tell them. He keeped tabs on me 24/7. He made me wear sweats and a big jacket on hot days because I had too much curves." I said trying to calm myself down. I didn't care bout what I said anymore because I just wanted to get it out. " That's why I'm so insecure about myself and that's why I was hesitant to get into another relationship because I was still hurt from the last one. I just remember the pain I went through. That's why I was cryin the first time I met the gang when I went outside to answer my phone. When he said he cared about me and that he loved me knowing that was cap and that he didn't care bout me at all." I said hugging up in Jonathan's chest. "I'm scared for my well-being he won't stop till he get's what he wants." I said shaking. "It's ok you don't have to worry dat boy ain't goin do nothin, I wish he would I'll kill him, I'm dead serious." Mosey said getting mad. "What are the songs names?" Jonathan asked. "The main ones are called Playing Games and Ring." I said wiping my face. "Can you sing them for us." Jhene asked. "I don't know Ring isn't a solo song it has two parts, and one is a rap part. But if I was to do it I would probably do the melody of it. I only rap when I'm alone." I said boldly. "Well can you sing playing games, for me?" Jonathan said in a plzing voice. Unfortunately that get's me every time. "Ok, just don't judge me." I said getting up and heading to the booth. I handed Mosey my phone so he can plug in the phone to play the beat. I walked in and took a deep breath and put the head phones on. When the beat started playing my body started to tense up. I took the head phones off and stood up and turned around so I can't show what I was feelin. The next think I know I heard the studio door close then I heard a voice. "I know dis goin be hard, but you gotta get it out you can't hold on to it long or it's goin mess up your head." He said turning me around. "Ok, I'll try." I said walking back to put the head phones on. Jonathan was about to walk away but I called out after him. "Wait, can you stay with me?" I asked. "Of course." He said walking towards me and pulling a chair next to me. He sat down and grabbed my hand. I looked up at him and smiled. Mosey turned on the beat and I waited for a little then started to sing.
When the song was over everyone just looked at me shocked. I came out of the booth and KK said, "Hey it's ok we goin get pass dis and he will never touch you again." KK said looking up from his phone. I nodded and turned to Jonathan and hugged him. Then everybody came up to me and hugged me and told me how dead Tjay was. I feel like they understand me and that I'm safe around them. I feel like I can be myself around him. I didn't feel that with Tjay. With Tjay I felt like I was weak and that I could get hurt badly anytime. The gang is different though. Mosey, KK, Neek, Malek, Sauve and everyone else they've been so understanding of my situation and I appreciate it. "Let's get outta here I'm hungry." I said laughing. "I agree let's go princess." Jonathan said. We started walking to the car then Mosey yelled something. "Ain't ya'll forgetin somethin?" He said. We looked back, I totally forgot the gang no offense but I did. "My bad ya'll." I said walking back towards them. We all laughed. I swear dis my family and they all I need to keep myself goin. I thought I said to myself. "Awwww.....I'm glad you think of us as yo family." Sauve said. "Oh I said that out loud, but ya of course I do ya'll helped me when no body else did, ya'll took me in when no body else did and I thank ya'll for that." I said looking at all of them. "It's no problem yo cookin says everything." Malek said. We laughed. "Ya but I can't stand to see people suffer and not do anything bout it rather I know them or not I still try and find a way to help them." Mosey said. (Which is true Mosey is a kind loving person and people just try to make it seem like he's a bad person but he isn't). We got in the car and left to go get something to eat and go home.
(I was so lost of words when I found out it was Fr that he died). I've been wanting to say R.I.P Kari Kash it just hit me so hard when he died I know it did for many other people out there but it hit Mosey, Suave, and the Bandkids the most. I want to thank him for inspiring this up and coming star that he has helped create. Mosey is nice wit it though. Rest easy Kari and we will never forget you. If you haven't already heard of the leaked unreleased song of R.I.P Kari Cash here it is 👇👇👇
(BTW I don't own the rights to this song)
AUTHORS NOTE: Told ya'll I was going to finish this one today even though it's kind of short for me but hope ya'll like. Thx Bandkidtamia for commenting on Studio I'm glad you liked it. It means a lot coming from you. I will probably update in like two days not tomorrow but the next day because I have something to do tomorrow so ya...... I'll try and update but I don't know. But Thx for reading and make sure ya'll vote, add this to ya library, and comment. Till next time deuces ✨😆😁🤞🙌✌
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