I noticed you at your ninja-turtle backpack (5sos fanfic)

Chapter 21

~~Luke's P.O.V~~

I felt so stupid, but yet I loved it. I don't know where the whole "sex" talk came out of. When I think about it, if the nurse didn't come in a few minutes ago, me and Ally would be left without our virginity. Whoa, I don't know what is up with me, and mum didn't make things better, especially now that she'd met Ally. And now that I think deeper into this, Ally agreed to have sex with me although she wants to stay pure before marriage, was she just trying to make me feel better? I feel like such a wimp for doing what I did, but I knew I never wanted to feel it again. All that matters now is that Ally forgave me, I promised myself I'm never going to do that again, well I'm never getting drunk again, now I know what happens when I let loose too much.

The nurse gave me my clothes, and I managed to get dressed as quickly as I could, but every time I bent my arm, I felt the cuts on my arms, slowly spiting, I tried to be gentle with my muscles right now, so this made my clothing process to go slower, Calum even offered to help me but I wanted to do it myself, I didn't want to be the little baby Luke right now, I don't need help taking off a damn hospital gown, wearing something that looked like woman's clothing from 1960 was bad enough. After about 10 minutes of trying my best to not pass out again from blood loss, I managed to put on my jeans. Looking at my socks, shirt, and shoes, I felt completely helpless. I was just sitting on the hard hospital bed trying to figure out how I was going to pull my hands up to get my shirt on, and the ugly dress off me. I just decided I'll be careful, again. The shirt took shorter than the pants, about 5 minutes, maybe a bit more. I couldn't wait to go outside again and get a whiff of fresh air. I finally got dressed about 20 minutes later. When I stepped outside, mum ran and hugged me asking me if I was ok, and that she thought I was hurt, that I should of let Calum, or one of the boys to help me. I just kept awkwardly telling her that I was ok, and I did fine on my own. She finally let go of me.

We had one more concert tomorrow, and a 2 short interviews before we could go home to Australia and see our family's. Everyone was telling me I should skip the interviews and the last concert, but I refuse to let my fans down. They paid to see the whole band, not just Michael, Ash, and Cal. I just figured I wouldn't move around that much, and I wanted to officially call Ally on stage as a surprise, and show her to the world, I wanted to let all my fans know she was mine, and that I really hope no one gives her a hard time when she returns to school. I kind of wish she didn't have to though, I can provide her with the best home schooling teacher, but she won't let me, I guess that's part of why I love her, she likes to go through the troubles, I don't know why, but I'm not going to argue with her. I just hope she'll like my surprise.

Later that night, when me and the boys got back to the hotel, mom of coarse wouldn't let me and Ally stay in the same room, and she told the same to Michael, he didn't want to listen at first, but than she called his mum, and things where settled. It as quite funny to watch Michael talk to his mum about how he "won't have sex." We were all laughing at him, and when he got off the phone he stormed off plopping down on the bed with his face like a angry 5 year old who didn't get his brand new toy.

It was settled, me and the boys stayed in one room, the girls in another room, and mum in her own.

----------The Next Day----------

I missed the interview yesterday, but I was sure as hell ready to go for it today. I was going to intoduce Ally as my girlfriend in front of the world.

------The Interview---------

We arrived at the set, this was back stage to the concert. There was a small room, with a couch and a director's type chair on the left of the couch, tilted at a 90 degree angle to face us. We sat down, and not long after a African American middle aged man came in he had an Irish accent. The man looked at us and smiled with joy till he opened his mouth to speak.