There's walls I've built to protect myself
But recently I tore one down to let you in
Didn't realise that blocking out the pain
Was blocking out the sun too
But when I tried being happy
Made me realise I don't deserve it
I let the sadness back in
Now I don't know what to do
I shake the thoughts from my head
But they grip on like fire
Burning in my chest
I know what will happen if I don't sleep soon
My headphones go in
Let the pain go out
Through my tear ducts in my eyes
Damn you look at me with such surprise
Does it hurt?
Do you care?
Is this all a facade?
Don't act tough
Let me see you
Don't push me away...
I sound like a hypocrite cuz that's all I ever do
Let the demons and monsters take over my views
And I lock myself away in my mind
Only release is the blood dripping down my side
Don't call for help it's too late now
Should have heard the alarm bell sound
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Poetry
PoesíaSo er these are my poems i guess... once I write them I post them, they aren't edited and I don't spend hours pouring over details. They are raw and original. Thanks for reading 💕
