Poetry

💧𝑇𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠💧

If it's not too much to ask
I hope you can understand
I am the way I am

Alone I sit in my empty room
Day dreaming
Of better days
And better nights
Of a better life
In this room or outside

Down my face the tears fall
But no ones around
They don't care at all
So many people
They enter my life
But personally I escort them to the exit
The won't be coming round twice

I don't blame them
I can't really, can I?
I mean, have you seen me lately?
No, probably not
But if you had I wouldn't be recognisable
I've changed
Bags under my eyes
Dark circles as if I've been punched
Long sleeves covering battle wounds too sore to show

A/N this ones a little personal... I've been keeping it in my drafts for a while but I'm just really emotional right now and I needed to write so I adding a few parts and now I guess your reading it... there's so much going on in my head that no one knows cuz I won't/don't/can't tell. But some people know that somethings up. I've been let down recently, over and over again. Family hurt you the most don't they? The ones closest to you, the ones you thought could be there forever and actually care about you. But also, those trying to help, professionally, suck. I've decided I 100% want to be a child's therapist because the service I've received has put me right back in one of the worst possible places that I've ever been in... thanks for that. Anyway, hope y'all good, stay positive and don't let yourself slip. Open up to someone. Don't be like me 💕 there's so much love out there you just have to find it. If you do, could you share it with me? Sorry for the rant, ignore me. Xoxo ~Brooke