Lately, I have been thinking about my career.
I know it sounds funny because I don't want to study but I'm still thinking about my career for the future.
I want to be a painter. But because of pt3, I tried to stop drawing for focusing on my exam.
And now it has been two years after pt3 so I felt like my passion to be a painter slowly faded away.
Even though I always say "I want to be a painter".yet I chose a wrong path" Actually, I want to be a painter" yet no improvement. I don't know when it went wrong.
I don't know where to start since I had stepped in the wrong lane. I tried to give myself courage like there are many ways of living your dream.
But I want to ask how I gonna start it again. Will I encounter new people if I do not continue studying??
As I see, in the journey of my life I only get to meet new people because I was in school. Because of it, I got the chance to meet new people.
What if I stuck in my life. There only my old self with full of hatred and fear. How can I change myself into a better version if I'm not meeting new people?
