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Yuukanen - (M)

Once more, with a hand supporting my chin, a sigh blurted out of my mouth. There were so many things that needed to be done and here I was, thinking about someone who wasn't even among my routine anymore. Even though I wished otherwise, life wouldn't stop. I tried to think about my schedule. After the photo-shoot, which was on a break, there was a recording and a performance. A full schedule like always. But I don't complain, this is the life I choose, the life I wanted, the life I love.

The photographer assistant informed that the break was over. Somehow, thinking about her made something change inside me and the one holding the camera noticed it. He asked me if I was fine. Of course I was! It was just a bit of nostalgia... Trying to think about happy moments, I smiled at him and he seemed to be satisfied with that. When the session finished, I checked on my phone just to see that there was an unread message in my inbox. It was from Mon.

'How about karaoke tomorrow night?! Don't worry; it will be after our duties!'

There she goes partying again...

'I don't think it's prudent to party so much...' That was my reply.

'Come on! We are young and you should party more. I already talked to manager-san and he is okay with it. Besides, I called Akane too!

I don't know why, but my heart always skips fast when I think about her. I miss her so much. Last time I saw her was at the sleepover at habu-chan's house. Maybe...

'Okay, then...'

'Yeey! It's at that same place we always go. See ya!' Sighing again, I shoved my phone into my purse and headed to my next appointment.

Somehow, the thought that I would meet Akane the next day made my mood change again. Not the melancholy that was assaulting me during the second part of the photo-shoot, but happiness mixed with anxiety.

It was like tonight would never come. Today I had a rehearsal, another recording and a radio program to attend. I met Mon in the morning and she told me everything was ready. Good, I guess. When the radio program finally ended, I hurried to the said karaoke.

The receptionist was a kind, yet shy boy and informed me what the room was. As a regular customer, I knew exactly where the room was. Mon and habu-chan were already there. Closing the door behind me, I noticed the table was already full of food.Sitting comfortably, I started to ask who else Mon invited, but the door opened and Mii-chan entered followed by Oda Not a single moment later Mii-chan closed the door, Mon jumped onto her. She avoided all of Mon's attempts to kiss her. Mii-chan and habu-chan looked at each other and smiled. Then, habu greeted the newly arrived girls.

We all started chatting, but I had that strange feeling I was the fifth wheel there. When would Akane arrive?

We decided to start without her. Mon sang the first song. Then, it was habu-chan's turn. When I started singing, I heard the door click. In front of me was Akane with an apologetic smile. She was looking only at me and my heart started to race. The song I was singing was about love confession, so it was like I was confessing all my love for her. Wait! All my love?! It means that I love Akane in that way? No way! By the time I finished the song, I was desperate.

To my surprise, Akane approached and hugged me. I hugged her back without knowing exactly what to do. She pulled me to the sofa and kept hugging me while we waited to see who was going to sing next. My heart was skipping so fast and when she whispered in my ear that she missed me, I thought it was going to stop. Mii-chan and Oda decided to sing together but habu and Mon didn't seem very pleased.

After a lot of songs, foods and drinks, I decided to go to the restroom. My new finding was hitting me hard and I couldn't think well with Akane clinging onto me all the time. When I returned to the room, I found several awkward situations. Akane was singing not giving a care about what was happening. Mii-chan was pinching habu-chan's cheeks with both hands and their faces were so close that I could swear that they were kissing. On the other hand, mon was all over oda and they were... Kissing! Oh my god! My friend was putting her tongue in my other friend's throat! Oda wasn't even pushing mon away! Too much information to handle! Akane, how can you handle this?! I ran back to the restroom and locked myself in the last cubicle.