ABSOLUTELY POG {tommyinnit}

{four}

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Savanas eye's strayed open and she almost regretted it, it had already been three days. But this morning it felt different.

For once she jumped to her phone expecting a notification and not to her shock there was nothing, she dragged herself out of her bed as the time neared 3pm.

She walked down the hall and opened the door to her brothers room, trying not to disturb him. The boy was on minecraft and what seemed to be the Dream SMP.

He quickly turned around and looked at his sister, she was in George's merch and her hair was in a horribly messy bun. "Hey Sav," he smiled at her. "I think I'm gonna go live on my Instagram," she spoke with a hint of hesitance lurking behind her words.

The boy's eye's turned to concern, "are you sure?" he asked cocking a brow. "I'm gonna have to eventually," she replied.

"Maybe you should do it on twitch," he suggested looking back at her.

"You're right," she said, she felt a boost of confidence fill through her body as she left the room. As she re-entered her room she searched through her drawers picking out an outfit, she laid it on her bed as she headed for her shower.

***

As she finished getting ready, she hesitantly booted up her pc. She un-disabled her twitch account and her mouse just hovered over the red button.

'Go Live'

Finally she clicked it. Her heart rate picked up as her little intro began playing. Her viewers jumped, from 2k to 8k to 23k to well over 75k, the chat began zooming. Most welcoming her back and the Mods got straight to work filtering out the hate comments.

But for once the ones that did slip through didn't phase her as much, she knew it wouldn't be easy.

The opening ended and there she was, her camera was on and she did her best to put on a large smile. "Hello everyone," she spoke out, her voice was shaky.

"I haven't been on in three days I believe. But I'm here to address the video, the one that was recently leaked of me. This video was taken about 2 years ago, right after I turned 14 in August. I had never had a good relationship with my parents and tended to deal with it horridly. I was at a party, and I was obviously not sober," her words began to choke up as she looked to the camera.

"You got this!" she heard her brother shout out from his room. "Okay well, my friend at the time, she muted the video, and you can't hear it but she basically peer pressured me into it. "Your so boring, stop being a pussy, stop ruining the fun," are just some of the many thing's she said. So me not being in the right state of mind felt guilty and did it. She sent the video around my whole school. Sap took me out of school because of it."

She glimpsed at the chat, and to her surprise it was most supportive and it made her smile.

"That girl is not who I am anymore. I have stayed away from alcohol since then. I was young and stupid, and I hope you all can see past this," Without looking to chat, she ended the live.

A huge huff of relief slipped through her mouth, she heard her phone vibrating and she rushed to it.

***

"Unknown caller would like to facetime..."

***

she cocked a brow before accepting the call putting herself on mute and turning off her camera. "Hello?" a familiar voice spoke up. She unmuted herself, "Tommy?" she asked, she heard him breathe out in relief.