I'm Not Okay. (GERARD WAY X READER)

Chapter 4: Wasted and In Love.

As you and Mikey walked out of school you overheard a conversation going on between 2 kids.

"Are you going to Chelsea's party tonight?"

"Hell ya i am."

"Me too!"

You looked out of the corner of your eye and saw Mikey smirking. 'Uh Oh' you thought as he looked to you.

"Wanna go to that party?" He asked looking towards you. "I'm not sure Mikey... Maybe its a bad idea..." You replied. "No its not! It'll be fun!" He yelled walking backwords and looking at you. "Ughhhh Fine. I really don't want to though..." "Yes!" He yelled putting a fist in the air.

~~TimeSkip~~

"I still don't want to go..." You told Mikey. "Come on it'll be fun!" He said dragging you down the sidewalk. You decided against wearing a dress and instead wore some jeans and a tee-shirt. Mikey pretty much wore the exact same thing.

You arrived outside the house that was blaring with music. You were suprised that no one had shut it down yet. "Come on." Mikey said strutting up to the house like a business woman in heels would. You chuckled at his humor.

You walked inside to be meeted by girls grinding on boys, loud music, and beer. "Damn. I hate that smell." You said. "Which one? The strong stinch of perfume or lots of booze?" Mikey asked. "Both. They smell like shit." You said walking towards a couch that no one was sitting at. "Shit..." Mikey said looking at someone. "What?" You asked trying to see what he was seeing. "Gee's here." He said. "Uh oh..." You said. "Blend in" He said throwing his hood up. You as well through your hood up. You and Mikey walked through the sea of people trying to get out when you ran into someone. "Fuckkk... Sorryyyyyy." They slurred. 'Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.' You thought. You just barely looked up too see a very drunk Gerard. "Waittt a secondd... (Y/N)?" He said. "Uhhh... Hi??" You said looking up. "What are you doin heree?" He slurred a few of his words. "Umm... I was just leaving..." You said trying to walk away. He grabbed your arm and pulled you back towards him. "Come onnn. Itss a partay! Loosen upp." He slurred bringing you closer. "Uh i don't really want too...." You said trying to break his grip, soon finding that you couldn't escape him. "Pleassses??" He asked looking at you strait in the eye. You gave in. "Fine." You said. "Come on!" He said bringing you towards the kitchen table that was surrounded by empty and full beer bottles.

~~TimeSkip~~

You walked outside of the house. Drunk. "Dammit." You said as you tried walking home but forgot the way. Gerard soon stumbled out of the house as well. "(Y/N)? Can you walk me home?" He said. "If i could remeber the way." You slurred giggling. "Mmmkay..." He said.

You soon found his house, still not remembering where yours was. "Thanks." He said. "No problem..." You said. Just as you were about to turn around and try to find your house he pulled you closer to him. "Do you wanna stay here tonight?" He asked. "Ya.... sure." You said.

He released you and walked inside trying to be as quiet as possible. You both walked along the floorboards. You were about to turn into his living room when he stopped you. "Where are you going?" He whispered. "The couch." You said. "No. Your gonna sleep in my bed tonight." He said. You immediately became very flushed and nodded.

Once you got to his room you scooted towards the back of his bed. He got into his bed next too you and pulled you closer. "Why so distant?" He asked pulling you into his chest. "Uhh...." You said becoming even more red than before. But before you could fully answer he was already asleep. "Goodnight Gee... I love you.." You whispered.

Gerards POV: "Goodnight Gee... I love you..." (Y/N) whispered. "I love you too..." I whispered back.