Wanted: Baby Sitter (Completed)

WBS: Chapter 12

Gulf's POV

Few days had passed after that night. The night that we kissed.
Until now we both still have not talked with each other. We both felt awkward after that incident happened between us.

He's not also sleeping in the room of me and Rain even though how many times his son pleaded him to sleep in our room.

He's using the excuse that he is busy with his work. It's been how many nights already that he was not coming home.

I badly want to talk to him but shyness eats me first and every time I try to talk to him he's the first one to avoid me and I feel so annoyed even right now.

I was awakened when I suddenly felt thirsty. I went outside the room and went to the kitchen.
When I entered the kitchen, I saw Butler making a coffee. As far as I know he is not fond of coffee.

"Who's that for?" I asked him after I got water from the fridge.

"For sir Mew!" he said.

So he's here? All I knew was he did not come back home since last night.
I immediately stopped him when he was about to leave the kitchen to give the coffee.

"Where is he?"

"To his mini office sir!" he respectfully said to me.

I just nodded to him and thought for a while. I hold the coffee that he made.

"Let me bring this to him. There's---there's something I need to ask him!" I made an excuse to him just to get the chance to talk with Mew.

He then gave me the coffee.

"Okay sir!" he said then left the kitchen.

I took a deep breath before I went to his mini office. I knocked 3 times before he answered.

"Come in!" I heard him say.

I opened the door and I saw him busy writing on something to his desk.

"Just put it there!" he said pointing to his table without looking at me.
Maybe he thought that I am Butler, that's why I made a fake cough. He lifted his face and looked at me shocked but he immediately changed his expression, a face without emotion.

I could see that he is tired from his face. Is he not sleeping? Maybe he only focused on working.

"Do you need something?" he coldly said to me.

I bite my lips. I played with my fingers because of nervousness.

"If you don't need anything, just leave. You see? I'm busy!" he said and continued writing something.

"I...uhh...I would like to say sorry for what happened....you know that night?" I said stuttering to him and fucking so shy infront of him.

I don't know why I felt so nervous and why I am saying sorry to him though he was the one who kissed me first.

It's just that, I can't take this anymore. We keep avoiding each other and keeping the distance between us.
I feel like I want to explode right now because of what I feel.

He looked at me again without any emotions shown in his face.
He's cold like an ice. Those eyes were cold and by staring to it makes me want to melt.

"You're sorry? You don't have to. The kiss was just nothing!" he coldly said.
Then he goes back on what he is doing.

I don't know why I get hurt by what he said. It really pains me.
I suddenly feel my tears falling. I wipe my eyes instantly.