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Hey, looks like im back... sorry for being gone for so long. Anyways this is a song fic.

Song: Two Week Notice by Leanna Firestone

I think that being in love with me felt like a job to you
Not something you really wanted
Just something you had to do so you could
Complete your tasks, do your chores
Take out the trash and sweep the floors

I think just now it all clicked for me. They way you were so hesitant to say yes to me. The way you nervously glanced at your friends for help. You felt bed for me. Pity. I've always hated pity. But you said yes. I wish you hadn't. You just gave me false hope. You took me on nice dates, you brought me my favorite foods for lunch. You did everything a good boyfriend would do. Almost like you went down a checklist... A checklist. That's all I am to you. 

And a job well done is kind of fulfilling
But nothing feels as good as going home

Don't get me wrong. The dates were wonderful, but there was always the feeling of ingenuine. It never felt real. You never talked about the good stuff. Just regular things that a parent would ask you. So I always felt better when I was home. After you walked me to my door and left me. That when I felt better.

And you gave me a two week notice
Even if you didn't say it explicitly
You gave me a two week warning
You didn't have to tell me
I knew that you would leave

Gosh, I should've seen the signs before then. Even something as little as not eating lunch together was a sign of what was bound to come.

For better hours or better pay
Better management at a better place
And if retail has taught me anything
If people want to go, you should let them go

It was for someone else, wasn't it? I knew you were taking a chance on me, but part of me hoped for a fairy tale ending. One where you would gradually fall in love with me. Should have known fairy tales were meant for children.

Nobody can replace you but I'm gonna try to
A silent resignation, god that's just like you
You're a no call, no show kind of guy
Doing just what you gotta do to get by
And if you wanted to freelance
I don't know why you ever applied to a 9-5

You're so sweet. That's probably why I liked you so much. You weren't trashy to the people around you. You were meaningful, helpful, genuine... You were the kind of guy to want a happy relationship. One with love and affection. Was it my somewhat hard resolve, or strong nature that scared you off? Did you want someone just as sweet as you?

And so I took bereavement when your love for me died
I was never any good at loss prevention
I couldn't keep you if I tried
I'm overworked and underpaid

It was hard not to tell that you were disappearing. But I've never been able to predict someone leaving until after they've already gone. I was helpless. I couldn't convince you even if I had tried. But I feel like I tried so hard for you. I dressed up in styles I knew you loved. I talked about your favorite interests with you. Hell, I even helped you practice volleyball after practice. I helped you with your homework if you needed it.

And you used me to boost your resume
So it's probably for the better if I lock up alone

I was sitting inside the art studio of school, working on one of the major assignments the art teacher had given a week prior. The door was left ajar. There was soft lofi music coming from my phone. I was adding a few extra details to tiny bits of the painting when you, daich, and asahi walked past, only for you to return a few seconds after. 

"Y/n? What are you doing at school so late at night?" Sugawara asked, hands stuffed in his pocket nervously. Most likely due to the fact that we hadn't spoken in the past few days.

"Well, I happen to be holding a paintbrush and there happens to be a canvas right in front of me." I said not bothering to look at him. He let out a nervous laugh.

"Ahh, I should've put two and two together... I uh didn't know you liked to paint."

"Never asked... but yeah it's very soothing." I said, turning to see he was now beside me, gazing at the canvas.

"You're good, like really good." He scratched the back of his neck.

"Well thank you," there was a silence, "don't you have volleyball practice in a few minutes?" You questioned, looking back to your painting.

"I guess I do. Thanks for the reminder! I'll see you later.."

And you gave me a two week notice
Even if you didn't say it explicitly
You gave me a two week warning
You didn't have to tell me

"Sugawara, don't make another empty promise..." I said before he left. He paused for a millisecond before continuing to leave.

I knew that you would leave

He paused for a millisecond before continuing to leave.

For better hours or better pay
Better management at a better place
And if retail has taught me anything
If people want to go, you should let them go

"Damnit," I cursed, noticing the stray tears falling into the paint. Quickly wiping them away I turned the music up.

Nobody can replace you, but I'm gonna try to
A silent resignation, god that's just like you
You're a no call, no show kind of guy
Doing just what you gotta do to get by
And if you wanted to freelance
I don't know why you ever applied to a 9-5
To a 9-5

I want to hate him, but I just can't seem to. I have no reason to, but if he were to ask for forgiveness, I would accept it. Though, he won't ask. He hasn't said a word since the night in the art room. Not a word. In fact, I've barely seen him. I'm sure he's been avoiding me like the plague. Which I don't blame him. I was a little harsh that night.

I don't need to know why you wanted to go
Just that you don't want to stay
But it's okay because

I'll be okay, at least I hope. Kiyoko has been there for me. She's threatened to yell at him if I were to ask her. But I haven't. I can't make him change his mind.

You gave me a two week notice

I should've noticed when you stopped holding my hand.

You gave me a two week notice

It should have been even more noticeable when you stopped leaving those sweet little notes in my locker.

You gave me a two week notice

But I knew when you ignored me that there was nothing left to do.

You gave me- you gave me- you gave meNobody can replace you, but I'm gonna try to
A silent resignation, god that's just like you
You're a no call, no show kind of guy
Doing just what you gotta do to get by
And if you wanted to freelance
I don't know why you ever applied to a 9-5
To a 9-5
To a 9-5

Then you called me...

Y/n... I'm sorry. You didn't deserve that. I shouldn't have done that. Kiyoko... she called me yesterday. She yelled a lot. Which I deserve. But if I'm being honest the only thing I regret doing was saying yes. I'm awful for saying this but I don't really care that I hurt you. But I am sorry. 

I finished listening to his stupid voice mail.

"I'm gonna cry"

-I kinda made Suga an asshole in this, but I still hope you enjoyed!

stay safe out there, mwah!