𝚝𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 ~ 𝚃𝚁

Dignity

(TW: A few mentions of rape is on this chapter) (THERES also a confusing quote in this chapter that I will explain in the comments of that paragraph, it will have a * next to it)

Unlike I had hoped, after the spell was cast I didn't feel an adrenaline rush, I didn't feel like he has deserved it, I had felt pure and unfiltered remorse. I had just cast an unforgivable curse in front of a ton of witnesses, one of them being one of my best friends.

The wand slipped out of my hands and clattered to the floor. The light was draining from Lestrange's eyes and his face was slowly going blank. I started walking over to Lestrange to make sure he was ok, but Tom grabbed my bicep and pulled me back.

My eyes started filling with tears when I looked up at Tom. "No- that was wrong. That was selfish- I shouldn't have done that. Undo it, Tom, please. That was wrong. Fucking undo it! Undo it, you rat bastard!" Riddle stood there and stroked my hair with a proud look on his face... That face stayed until I started punching his chest while crying "Undo it!"

He grabbed my wrists with one hand, his free one tilted my face up to look at him. Riddle wiped away a couple of my tears with a sympathetic but slightly amused face. "Aww, darling, don't cry, I wouldn't want your mascara to run all over your pretty little face. Besides, he deserved everything that happened tonight, don't you remember? He had you pinned against a wall and his hand slid up your shirt. He threatened to rape you."

I had shed a few more tears. "I don't care, Riddle, that was wrong, I shouldn't have done that. I'll deal with whatever sadistic punishment you have for me, just fucking undo it. Please." I begged and Tom sighed. "Fine. On one condition: make him do something. I want to see if it worked, then you are to be punished."

I nodded and nervously looked over to the guy who was laying on the floor in front of us. His eyes and face were both blank. I looked over for reassurance but Riddle just gestured to him and stuck his hands in his pockets. "I- uh, get up."

Lestrange stood up quickly and looked over at me blankly. "There. Now undo it." Riddle shook his head, "Make him admit it. Make him admit he used you for your body. Make him admit he tried to rape you."

I sighed and turned back over to Lestrange. "Did you use me for sex when we were together and did you try to rape me? Be honest." I prayed the first question wasn't true. I prayed that Lestrange actually had feelings for me when we were together and I wasn't naive. "Yes," Tiernan admitted.

I turned around to Riddle and shrugged, fighting the tears in my eyes. Sure, I was over Tiernan, but those were tears of anger. I was angry with myself for being so gullible. Tom muttered a spell and the emotion went back on Lestrange's face, and he looked relieved. "What the hell- I think I just had a fucking orgasm or something*." He muttered.

"You're all dismissed, Mia and Nott stay," Tom said, and everyone filed out. Tom started to sit down in the air, and he landed on a chair that appeared out of nowhere. With the chair, another chair appeared along with, to my dismay, a low cut, v-neck, short-skirted dress.

Tom gestured to the chair and Nott sat down. Riddle tossed me the dress "Put it on," he said sternly and I just stood there holding the silky dress for a solid minute waiting for them to look away. "Are you guys going to-you know, look away?"

He crossed his legs, looking over at me with a raised eyebrow "No, that wouldn't be needed, now change." I sighed and awkwardly slipped off my robes, fully aware that they both were looking at me like dogs. I unbuttoned the button-up white shirt of my uniform as quickly as I possibly could and slipped it off too.

They were both staring at my boobs, it was humiliating. I quickly slid off my pants and put on the dress. I awkwardly bent over Riddle's legs, but he pulled me up. "No, love, Nott hasn't decided on a number yet." He turned to Nott, "You have five minutes to decide on a number of spankings she will receive, nothing too high, I wouldn't want her to be too sore in the morning." He smirked and pulled me onto his lap.

Riddle sighed and wiped under my eyes. "Your mascara ran when you were crying earlier." He stated, holding up his fingers to show that they were covered in a shade of dark brown. He wiped it on the chair and took my chin in his hand, moving my head around a little, studying my neck. "The bruises aren't there anymore."

"No shit Sherlock, it's been a week or two," I said on impulse, and I immediately regretted it. His hand went to my throat, "You've got a sharp tongue for somebody in your position. You look like a whore, sitting on my lap in that slutty dress with my hand around your neck." His free hand went around my waist and pulled me closer to him.

Tom pecked my lips quickly and took my bottom lip in between his teeth, biting down gently. "Tom-" I moaned, hoping he would go farther even though Nott was in the room. Sadly, he didn't. He turned to Nott, raising an eyebrow as if to ask how many. "Fifteen."

"I like him. That's a perfect number, don't you think, Mia?" Tom smiled at me, and I raise my middle finger at Nott. "You sadistic fuck." I muttered and bent over Tom's knee. "Hm... You know what, Nott? How about you start it off and do half. That would be nice, wouldn't it, Mia?"

"No. He's not fucking touching me. I've already lost some of my dignity for putting on a slutty dress while two men watch, I'll be damned if I stoop down so low to let his nasty ass hands get on me. He was probably touching himself before the meeting, I don't want man-whore hands on me." Nott licked the inside of his cheek, he obviously felt attacked. I wasn't lying, I'd rather die than let him lay a hand on me.

"You ruin the fun... that's fine. I won't force it, that part would humiliate you more, and that's the point of the punishment. But in turn for defying me, you're getting twenty, now face the other way so Nott has a better view." Tom said teasingly, and I did.

Riddle lifted up the small amount of fabric covering my butt and left my bottom half bare in only underwear and socks. He rubbed my soft skin and stroked my hair. "Remember, each time you cuss I slap harder. I find it distasteful when ladies cuss."

He started spanking and I barely contained my anger. I wanted to curse at him for humiliating me. Every spank I lost another shard of my dignity. I wondered why I was letting him treat me like a child.

I let him order me around and spank me. He had ordered me to use an Unforgivable Curse on somebody today and I fucking did it, for Heaven's Sake! 

The spanking had gone by quicker and much more painfully than I expected. Afterward, I tossed off the dress, and lazily threw my uniform back on. I was exhausted. I was exhausted by the complicated curse I had performed today, by the dignity I lost, by the rape attempt, and I was exhausted because of Tom fucking Riddle.

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