SOPE STORIES

Uncomfortable

What day is it? What time is it? Where is this place?

Yoongi was very confused as he saw the light that snaked into the room. It burned his eyes. It made his sleep go away. He could recognize the feeling. The same feeling he used to have every time he woke up not so long ago. About 5 months ago?

Yes this is it. But why is he here again? He didn't remember it being the day he moved back in but ok?

Right now the boy is laying on his old shared bed. This bed is where he and his ex boyfriend used to sleep. Jung Hoseok, the literal sunshine. The most innocent and caring person he's ever met. Tho he had vip service. He was the only person who was allowed to see his dominant and kinky side. He couldn't deny the man that looked so happy and gentle could be so rough yet so good in bed. Mhm, that was his vip service. He didn't use him for that, but he wasn't against it.

He just literally had to be the harsh and pessimistic person he is and accidentally call his boyfriend immature. Causing the younger to get hurt and break up with him. He was already aware of his sensitivity, but he had a harsh day and even though he tried he exploded without the man even doing anything to anger the already frustrated Yoongi.

They both had decided that Yoongi would keep the apartment they shared. This was because Hoseok was going to live with his parents because they wanted too see him anyways. But Yoongi had also went to his friends house just to get over the really childish break up he just had. So why was he there?

"Morning!" Hoseok smiled shyly as he saw the older wake up.

"Hoseok? Why are you-"

"Found you drunk last night and I didn't know where to drop you off. Since I still had the keys to this place I just came dropped you off here and slept over because I need to give you the keys back. I'll leave now. Drink water, and I left you some pain killers outside." The younger cut him off.

Of course. How could he forget?

"Hobi~ I mean Hoseok wait!" Yoongi cursed himself mentally for the mistake.

"What?"

"Where are you going?" The older asked wanting to fix all his mistakes.

"I'm going to Jin's today. That shouldn't matter tho. Bye." Hoseok waved and smile.

As if they had never been anything.

"Can you... can you maybe stay for a little?"

"Why would I do that?" Hoseok asked innocently.

"It's fine I... don't waste your time on me it's fine." Yoongi sighed and looked down.

The younger immediately felt bad and set his stuff down. He walked slowly towards the bed and sat down next to the smaller boy.

"What is it?" Hoseok asked as he sat cris-cross.

"Can we talk..."

"About?"

"Our breakup?" Yoongi scrunched his nose.

Even saying that word hurt his heart. The feeling of emptiness overwhelming him.

"What about it?" Hoseok couldn't understand.

"I just... I just want to say that I'm sorry." Yoongi started.

The words he'd been hiding leaving his lips. They'd been stuck inside him for about 2 months now and it was choking him. It was suffocating him harshly. Not even he liked that. But he felt like he deserved it.

"Yoongs~"

He wanted to feel the uneasy pain because he knew he wasn't a good boyfriend. He really wasn't much without Hoseok, he was nothing but just a man who walked around afraid to hurt someone again.

"I didn't mean anything I said." The older kept going.

Tears formed in his eyes just by imagining his nonexistent world without the man. He knew it was normal to be this heartbroken, he just didn't like it.

"I'm not asking you to get back with me if you don't want to. I just don't want to know I hurt you and didn't apologize." He gulped.

The younger couldn't help but feel sorrow himself. He too was nothing without the older. He took sides of him he couldn't show anyone out. He never judged him for being who he was. And even if it didn't seem like it he fulfilled his needs of love and care. The older was everything to him, but he promised himself that just because he's "innocent" he wasn't going to let anyone take advantage of his soft heart. He wasn't going to let one simple word hurt him. This being an accidental explosion from the older.

"I'm sorry too." He admitted.

"I'm sorry that I took things this far because of a simple thing. I know you didn't mean it. I was just scared." Hoseok took a deep breath.

Both of them didn't know what this meant. Even if they were now talking freely, they still felt uncomfortable.

"you don't have to apologize. I understand. I was just a horrible person." Yoongi let a tear roll down his cheeks.

"You're not a horrible person." Hoseok hugged him tightly.

A small simple accident turned everything around for both of them. They didn't like it at all. Yet they knew maybe things can't get better if they don't both try.

"I want you back, I need you back. I just don't want to hurt you again." Yoongi sobbed.

His heart swelling in pain. Nothing was going to fix his behavior. Yet he was willing to change it.

"You'll have me back," Hoseok smile sweetly. "because I love you and I didn't do the right thing either."

They shared a small and passionate kiss. Both missing that sweet taste of each other. The softness of their lips appealing to the other. No one ever had made either feel like this. They didn't want to stop it, nor did they want to keep going before they got into a heated make out session. Which they really couldn't avoid.

"I'm sorry... I don't want to make you uncomfortable." Hoseok pulled away before he hovered completely over the older.

"Don't... don't stop." Yoongi whimpered.

He really did miss the feeling of Hoseok by his side. He too missed their bodies pressed against each other. The feeling of the youngers intimacy right in him. How could we blame him if he too has sexual needs. Oh well right that moment they didn't know what to do, yet they knew they'd do something anyways.