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Momo Yao x reader

///////Fast TW//////

Selfharm!

Do not read if you're sensitive to these types of things.

I've noticed how much hate Momo gets.. Shes amazing dude I love her! Lots of hate comes from her hero outfit, which I don't understand, she uses extra fat for her quirk, her chest and tummy area is where the most fat would be stored which is why her outfits like that. Other hate comes for her relationship with Todoroki, like a lot of people fetishize Tododeku, they're children but even if they weren't they're still not canon, hating a character due to a ship is stupid. Same as Uraraka.

It was Christmas eve, the snow seemingly was glowing with the lights coming out of the windows of your shared dorm.
The normally loud, and very chaotic nature of your main room was now calm, and peaceful despite the very populated living area.

Mina was passed out on the couch, Urakaka was helping Tsuyu wrap a gift for your homeroom teacher. Toru was wrapping a gift with Ojiro for their secret santas. Izuku and Tokoyami were talking about something, assuming Dekus face it was something about Urakaka and Tsu. 

"Momo baby~" You called out for your girlfriend, she was making tea in the kitchen while you wait on the couch just a bit away from her. 
"Y/n cutie.. get in here if you're gonna complain, you're good at helping make things." Momo got your attention, making your face light up.

"Go get the cookies out of the oven."
"Make me." You couldn't help but act like a brat towards your girlfriend.
"You really wanna try me.. no cuddles for a week." Momo called out, almost mocking you.
"No no I'm sorry! I'll get the cookies!" You couldn't help but fear no cuddles for the christmas season.

That day passed by you like a light, 
The small words said by everyone,
The small words were ruined..

"Y/N! Please where are you!" The girl you fell for called out,
but you couldn't answer,
could you ever answer.

Her panic started to increase as your breathing decreased
Your vision slowly became blurry, until it went black.
Every noise mixed together
Besides one..
Her voice.

"y/n please.. please come back." Momo chocked on her tears
the love of her life slowly was dying without her choice, or say.

"Y/n why didn't you tell us.. why didn't you tell me?" She yelled in between hiccups.

You wanted to hold her, cuddle her, comfort her..
But you couldn't
And she couldn't save you..

You woke up, jumping from the sudden warmth that wasn't once there.
"Y/n are you okay baby..?" Momo asked holding you tightly.
"Babe! You're here, I'm here..
we're alive."

"Silly you've been in my arms since you randomly blacked out. You started crying while you were asleep so I brought you to my room to comfort you.."
You cuddled back into her warmth, already missing it.
"It was all a dream.."

No it wasn't.

You were being carried to the hospital.
You weren't in Momo's warmth, you were wrapped in tubes.
Pains were everywhere.

"Momo.." She could hear you slightly call out from besides you.

"Y/n Baby I'm right here, I've got you. I'm right here."
But then you blacked out, she wasn't here was she?

So many questions popped into your head, you couldn't see anything besides the darkness.

"Momo.." You managed to call out, only wanting to feel her warmth again.
"Baby please hold on for me!" Her voice rang throughout your unconsious mind.

You didn't know how bad this would've been,  you might've regretted it.
But the urge, the emptiness, the numbness; it was all too much
Everyday was a chore
every single day
you were forced to deal with the pain
without real help besides an
"i'm sorry"

You felt as though you couldn't go on
But deep down you knew you could
You are strong
You are a masterpiece
You are amazing in every way
You might not see it but your classmates do
the people you see almost routinely
the people who you might not see, but they see you
They all see it
How perfectly imperfect you are.

With the small sliver of hope that she caused you,
You were able to make it 
You knew you could.

"They're pulse is speeding up!"
"We need more blood."
"They're making it!"
These words were the only few you were able to make out of the many loud noises in the busy hospital.

It was still Christmas Eve when you were fully awake, your class were awaiting your awake.
"Y/n!" Your girlfriend screamed, jumping onto you with a tight hug.

"We got you a gift.. I know its not much but you worried us all." Your homeroom teacher surprisingly was there, before he embraced you in a hug.
"You'll never have to suffer alone kid..
I've got you."

Ahh I'm sorry! I kinda let my own emotions out and put what I need to hear..
But seriously I don't care if you don't see how awesome, and amazing, and perfect you are.
I love you, and my dms are always open

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I'm here for anyone who needs help.

Also I'm sorry the past two chapters were kinda for comfort.
:)
Word count: 836