golden boys

chapter 6

Louis POV

Did I just do that? No, I couldn't have. I wouldn't break up with him.  I can't believe I did that. I love him so much and now he probably hates me. The love that we had together is now broken and all because I didn't want him to get hurt. That stupid movie- those stupid paps God Dammit. 'Louis starts to cry again'  All I wanted to do was go to the fucking movies with my boyfriend and the night ended with me breaking my hazza's heart and not to mention my own.

" What the hell Lou?" For a second I thought it was Harry- to be honest I was hoping it was him. As I turned around I saw Zayn definitely mad and confused.  " Oh hey Zayn" 

" Don't hey me. What the hell happened?  You blew me off after the movies, we were supposed to finish writing tonight remember?" Oh shit, I completely forgot about that. "I waited for you too and you never came. I looked like an absolute foul. So why did you stand me up?" I debated telling him what just happened but I knew it was better if he heard it from me than management. " I'm sorry Zayn, I didn't mean to stand you up and I'm sorry you waited for so long but-" After moving from the dark into better lighting Zayn saw that my shirt was drenched. " Lou- what's wrong what happened. " " Erm you wanna know why I stood you up? I guess some fans snuck into the theatre and took pictures of us including Harry asleep cuddled next to me, when we were watching the movie, they released them and when we were leaving I got a call from Simon. He was ballistic Zayn, like crazy mad. He said that if Harry and I slipped up again he was gonna ruin my career last time. That's what I thought he was gonna do when he told me pictures got released. I told him that I didn't care and that he couldn't keep us apart forever. Well, I guess he didn't like that- so he told me that if I didn't break up with Haz tonight. He was gonna take everything from him and send him back to Holmes. He threatened to take everything from him and I couldn't let that happen- I just couldn't."

Zayn got closer to me and gave me a hug. He's a good hugger always been- he gives bear hugs so you just automatically feel safe. 

" Oh, Tommo I'm so sorry I had no idea-" "It's okay Zayn you wouldn't have but I did break up with him that's why I stood you up I needed to figure out a way how too. So I went back to the bus because I thought everyone else would stay out later after we got burgers and then I walked in and there was Hazza, making his nightly tea. And I couldn't keep my cool I had already been crying and he could tell, and he just kept pushing and it just came out. I saw the shock on his face and I couldn't stay there anymore so I ran and I kept running until I saw the football field and then I just sat down in the middle of the field rethinking my life choices. Sometimes I think that if we didn't go on the show my life would be so different now. I would be free." I started crying harder and harder into his chest. And he let me. He didn't say another word for a long time he just kept me steady in his arms. 

" Tommo?" " Yea Zayn " sniffing a little bit. " You know we're gonna have to go back to the bus eventually and you're going to have to see him. "

 " I know, I know Zayn" 

We should head back soon before it gets too dark I brought the car so we didn't have to run back, but you know I left the ball in the car if you wanna play for a little bit?" I have to admit Zayn really does know me. " Yea can we?" " Of course, you wanna go get it with me, or do you wanna stay here?" " Er, I think I'm just gonna stay here" " Okay, I'll be right back." 

While he went to go get the ball I decided to sit on the grass and look at the stars that were starting to appear. Everything will be okay I'll be okay and he'll be okay.

 We ended up playing a few rounds of football then we started to drive back to the bus. " Hey, Zayn?" " Yea " " How did you find me I was pretty far from the bus" " Well when I went to the bus and saw you weren't there I figured you went to go past time so I looked up the closet field and then just started driving to them. And luckily the first one was where you were." " Wow, you really do know me" " Well I better we've been mates for a long time now" We laughed for a bit then he offered me a cigarette and once we got there he gave me some encouragement and told me that he'd always be here for me. 

I was a little shaky before going on the bus. As soon as we got on the bus I saw that Harry ended up going to bed for the night which gave me some relief, but Liam and Niall were waiting for me and Zayn to return. They looked the same as Zayn did when he found me but I know it was for a different reason than why Zayn was upset. 

" So? You better have a good reason you broke up with him Harry. I basically rocked him to sleep." Niall gave me a stern look. I gave a look to Zayn and he told me to go to bed and he told them everything I told him earlier. As soon as I hit the pillow I fell asleep which was needed. When I woke up there was a note on the kitchen table from Zayn, Payno, and Nialler. You need to tell him Tommo you cant keep it a secret anymore- love the boys. Damn them I love them but I was hoping I could dodge harry today. Maybe I will- I could say I never saw the note then- 

" Oh, uh good morning " Damn I missed my chance- even though the rest of the boys were gone I could tell that voice apart even if they were here. " Uh, I'll make my coffee then go." 

" Wait Hazza can I- " " Harry it's Harry " That was a little cold not going to lie. I knew he was gonna be upset but. " Sorry uh, Harry can I talk to you? " " Uh you know I think I'm gonna go for a run. " " Oh uh okay but can I talk to you lat-" " Bye " 

"Bye?" I have never seen Hazza I mean Harry run out of here faster especially when he was talking to me. I kind of froze in shock that he dodged me like that. I guess I should've seen it coming I mean I broke his heart last night. He'll have to talk to me eventually- after all, we're in a band together.