So like I have not been ok. There was just too much drama this year and deaths. In the past two months, I lost 2 family members and they both hurt so much and my depression has never been so bad. The panic attacks became worse and each time I get one I'm always alone and It's so scary. I ways think that I gonna die or something is gonna happen. 2020 has not been any one year. And that was my update.
Anyway, I deleted a lot of my stories. I haven't deleted Lonely because I'm determined to finish it. It's been a few years since I've been writing it but I feel like it has the most potential. Thats the story that I want to keep on editing (because i know it's pretty shitty right no) and publish with different names cause of copyrights.
I was thinking of family members that passed away and I thought about this story. I don't know if I'm publishing it or not. But I feel like it would be interesting to write. I also haven't written on Wattpad for a LONG time and I would like to compare it with my fanfics and see if I improve. This story will not be based on a fandom.
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