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anyways,, finally,, on with part 2 :⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
[ slight angst , mentions of tr@um4 ]Korekiyo and Rantaro had already awoken from the previous day , both of them silently sitting upon the double bed within the dormitory room. Currently , Amami was holding a small mirror, positioning it to his eyes as he had finished putting on the eyeliner he had taken over from his own room. Shinguji unusually said nothing , looking downward to his shoes with an incoherent sigh.
Rantaro had picked up on this behaviour though and , once he put away the eyeliner and mirror , turned to his boyfriend with a concerned expression clearly shown.
"Kiyo , what's wrong? you look a little upset , is everything okay?"
He had asked this in a soft tone so he didn't startle Shinguji whilst moving closer to sit beside him.The silence gradually filled the void of no speaking , tears starting to gently form within Korekiyo's golden eyes.
Rantaro hadn't noticed while he sat silently , until he heard muffled sobbing from beside him - from that moment his heart slowly sank.He gently placed his hand upon Kiyo's and began speaking,
"hey, baby don't cry, it'll be okay .. alright? Even if something is bothering you I promise I'll listen , take as much time as you need okay? Do you want some water to help you calm down?"Shinguji softly nodded , his fingers curling inward as he took in a breath throughout his crying - he kept trying his best to stop but that seemed to make it worse.
Once the cup was handed to him , the shaking from his body had made the water shake slightly but alas , not enough to spill.
"If you can't drink it right now then it's okay sweetheart , just try to focus on something you like or if you want we can go see the ducks now to take your mind off things?"Once again , a nod was given in return yet this time something rather unexpected happened. Kiyo reached his arms out and had sat upon the other's lap , resting his head onto Amami's shoulder while slightly sniffling.
Rantaro smiled a little , going along with it , moving his hand up and down Shinguji's back to comfort him.
"You're safe now , I won't let go of you unless you tell me to , I promise" he had whispered before standing up with Kiyo in his arms."Off to the lake?"
Shinguji sniffled once more before replying under his breath,
"mhm.."[ skip to the lake lmao ]
The rippling of water calmed the atmosphere , pattering of ducks walking out of the river also murmuring within the combination of sound.
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"Kiyo , i understand if you don't wish to say but.. I'm awfully worried.. what is bothering you sweetheart?"
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Bread crumbs were scattered by the small animals as they quacked , the anthropologist only just managing to crack a smile toward them underneath his zipper mask."I don't like to talk about it.. yet I have full trust within you darling so, I suppose, I shall explain briefly. My apologies for not speaking much earlier- I just- i couldn't.."
his breath had slightly hitched , lacing his fingers with Amami's.
"That's completely fine , don't feel as if you have to tell me , apologising isn't necessary okay? Remember that I love you and no matter what I won't think any different of you if you do decide to tell me"Rantaro gave a warm smile , stroking his thumb across the top of Kiyo's hand to - once again - comfort him.
A breath was taken in and then released, Shinguji starting off his explanation."You .. you have heard of my sister correct? I recall telling you about her a number of times during conversations about your own siblings."
He had started , seeming calm at first , which was a good sign.
Amami had nodded in response , giving Kiyo enough time to carry on.
"Me and my sister, we had a strong bond ( or as it seemed ) to many people.. but that 'bond' was not great.. I tend to act like it was and that no harm had been caused to me by supposedly loving my sister that much- you see- I have only just begun to realise what real love actually is , appreciation all going to you of course. Darling.. I honestly don't know what I would have done without you , without you I still would have believed that she had brought me real love.. but .. that obviously was not the case-"It had taken Rantaro quite a few minutes to even process what he was hearing , but when he had it seemed that he couldn't stand thinking that Korekiyo's sister had harmed him.
"Oh goodness- I am so sorry Kiyo.. i noticed that you had been acting off lately but I obviously wasn't sure what to do of it and now I am even more concerned. Though I'm proud of you for being brave and sharing that with me , thank you. But- did she do bad things to you baby? If so I think I could understand what you're taking about.. oh dear- I really am sorry- that must have been horrible-"Shinguji sighed , trying to gather the right words as his hands started to frantically shake.
"Please do not apologise to me, it is quite a-alright. I do not wish to go into much detail but.. to put it at the least.. my sister- she- she had done things that weren't alright in anyone else's eyes to myself. I-I had had a dream about those specific things last night.. that is why I had frozen up this morning. "
Right after he had stated his case , the anthropologist tried containing his emotions. Sadly , this had failed. He had began to cry tears and tears non stop."No.. my poor baby, come here-"
Amami couldn't do anything but hold the other tightly in his arms upon the park bench - he felt so terrible for Shinguji and couldn't bare seeing him like this.
"You shouldn't have to feel fear from people like her , she should have never done those horrid things to you for your love. It will be alright soon .. I promise you , I've got you here with me and I'll never leave your sight unless you want me to - just like earlier. Cry all you need sweetheart , you have all the time in the world , don't hold it in okay? You are so so brave for telling me."Korekiyo latched on tighter to Rantaro , his head buried within the greenette's shoulder as he still frantically shook.
"it'll be alright Kiyo , I promise , you're safe now and I'm never letting go."
The anthropologist slightly nodded , keeping his head in the same place while his breathing became better paced and less all over the place.They had both stayed like this for quite a long time , listening to the waters and being warm in each others embrace.
"Taro.. "
Shinguji lifted his head a little , his golden orbs meeting with Amami's eyes.
"Mhm , what is it angel?"
His hand hesitantly made its way through the darkened strands of Kiyo's soft hair , the wind gently blowing it to one side.
"Thank you , for showing me what real love is .. i can't explain how much it means to me-""You don't need to thank me , thank yourself for being the definition of perfect , you are the most perfect boyfriend anyone could ever have yknow? I've never met anyone else just as gorgeous as you, so .. thank you"
Rantaro responded, gently holding the other male in his arms still.
Shinguji laughed a little , smiling underneath his mask again."The duck is staring at you , perhaps it is listening to our conversation, or maybe you look a little amusing when you're serious within your speech Amami,"
He laughed once again , quietly sighing afterward."Yes, of course it is Kiyo, of course,"
Rantaro exclaimed with a hint of sarcasm, now watching the ducks waddle along with Kiyo closely beside him.A/N:
Jeez that was so long to write. Anyways, HAPPY NEW YEARS !! 🤠💖
Have this chapter as a token of my gratitude for the people that read this. Thank goodness it is 2021.
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