memories

chapter 4

ANNA POV
- i was worried abt y/n we were doing so well but i just HAD to go off on her that's when everything went downhill. maybe i rlly overwhelmed her. well great job anna u messed up everything.
- i parked the car in the garage and quickly got out so i can help her out the car. pluto jumped out as soon as i opened her door and instantly ran inside the house. she turned slowly to get out on her own but she stumbled and i caught her. i could feel her warm breath on my neck and i just wanted to hold onto her forever. a few seconds passed and she built up the strength to pull away and apologize
- "i-i'm sorry the pain in my head is making me feel so weak" she explained
- "it's okay let's just get u up to my room so u can lay down" i said while cupping her face and caressing her cheek with my thumb. i felt her lean into my hand while closing her eyes as she took a deep breath
- "thanks" she said with a small smile

Y/N POV
- as anna's warm hand held my face i felt so safe. her touch it felt so familiar yet i don't remember where i felt it before. ughh why can't i remember! the more i tried to recall the memories the more my head throbbed until an image pops in my head. it's blurry. but i can see an outline of a girl. i look around it's my old room back in michigan. i feel tears coming down my face and the girl speaks in the most soothing voice...
- "y/n.... y/n hey don't worry i'm here for you.. always" a girl says as she's holding my face the same way anna is. i try to see who it is but her face was too blurry for me to make out who it was again. a flash comes in and the memory is gone and i suddenly open my eyes pulling away from anna's grasp
- "s-sorry um c-can i lay down now?" i said as i snapped out of it, massaging my head bc it hurt like a bitch after that memory popped into my head
- "y-yeah" she said concerned as she crouched down signaling for me to get on her back. i jumped on and she carried me into the house while also bringing in the dons we got for the rest of her friends
- when we entered the huge house i noticed it was empty
- "um where are the 10 billions of roommates you said you had??" i asked sarcastically
- "oh yeah they went out earlier to take some pictures for their insta but i didn't feel like doin that today so i just went to the beach to take pluto out for a nice little walk" she explained
- "ahh i see" i said as i rested my head on her shoulder. damn i felt so weak.
- she walked through the kitchen and set down all the food then brought me upstairs to her bedroom. she set me down gently on her bed and she was even sweet enough to take off my shoes for me and wrap me under the covers. she was so cute taking care of me like this i couldn't help but smile and stare at her while she did everything she can to make me feel comfortable
- "is everything good? the pillow? is this enough blankets? do you need some tea or anything at all?" she asked sitting at my bedside with so much care in her eyes
- "nah i'm all good here bub" i reassured her as i giggled at her worry. idk why i called her bub i only ever call my bf that but it felt so right to call her that
- she smiled at the ground all shy and then she looked back up and we just stared at each other. i got lost at sea in her oceanic blue eyes and in that moment everything else in the room went quiet and it was as if we were the only two ppl in the whole world. i wanted to stay in this moment forever. where nothing else mattered and i felt no pain i just felt... safe. she was leaning in and for some reason i wanted her to. i knew i had a bf in the back of my mind but in that moment i didn't care. she continued to lean in and i was getting ready until another flash of memory came to my head, it was less than a millisecond long but the pain lasted more than that
- "SHIT" i said as my head started to hurt again causing anna to pull away
- "actually bub can you get the tylenol in my bag please"
- "yeah ofc" she responded, quickly searching in my bag for the pills.
- she found them and handed it to me. i took one and after 5 minutes the pain went away
- "how're you feeling now y/n?"
- "much much better thanks anna" i smiled
- "good um you should get some rest though"
- "right right i'll take a quick nap. can you wake me up in 30 minutes? so i can eat real quick then i'll be on my way to meet up with my bf"
- "yeah fsfs" she smiled but i noticed it quickly faded as she stood up. was it something i said?
- "ann-" i was abt to ask but i got cut off as she turned off the lights and left the room real quick. i didn't want to overthink anything so i brushed it off and faded into my sleep

sorry for such a short chapter i've been having writers block but something just clicked in me today and omgg u guysssss i have the most amazing things to come i'm so excited to share it with u all. anyways have a great day/night and get some sleep be all refreshed for tomorrow's update ;)