I had left Elliott for a whole year and I don't think he's ever bothered checking on me. I made a new life in Santa Cruz. I had made an onlyfans since I left New York and that's how I have a new income for now. It's something I do on the side when I need some quick cash.
I had a job at a fast food place but things got too risky because I had worked overnight. The guys that worked there were perverts and assholes. Finally I had found a good job with forty hours and I can work as much over time as I want.
But don't get me wrong I miss him like hell. He was the one thing I cared about and the thing is I never put myself first. It was always him and I never loved myself.
Walking home one day there was a weird looking guy that was following me. He had curly hair and it had a fade. He was dressed in baggy clothes and every time I looked behind me to see him he looked away. He kept getting closer and closer. I turned down a street and suddenly I felt a hand grab my backpack. I was pulled into a alleyway and it was dark. "Give me all the cash you have on you." I was pissed because I didn't want to go through this for the third time. "I don't have anything asshole!" The creep looks down at my cleavage, "Well you do have something else I want." I push him off of me then someone from behind slit his throat open. He creepy guy fell to the floor.
Elliot was visible and my eyes widened. I took a step back and I backed into the wall. "H-hey y/n." My brows furrowed, "Hey? Hey?! That's all you're going to say?" Elliot opened his mouth and nothing came out. I started to walk my way out of the alleyway but Elliot got in front of me, making me stop in my tracks.
"Wait. There's something I need to say y/n." I roll my eyes and just walk past him. "What you saw was not what you thought. I was hallucinating on H and I thought the girl was you." I huff and focus on getting to my destination. I paid no attention to Elliot and his sorry excuses. "Y/N! Listen to me now!" Elliot grips my forearm and looks into my soft eyes. "I love you so much and I'm sorry baby. If I could take it back I would. I have some money for you, whatever you decide to do with it is yours. I just want you to forgive me."
I look down and tears came to my eyes and I just thought of that night. It killed me to see that he was enjoying himself. "Elliot you cheated on me. That really fucking hurt." He brushed the tear away and picked my head up. "I know baby and I'm a dumb ass for that but I stopped doing drugs for you." Elliot planted his lips on mine and I did the same. I missed the way he tasted and I swear I got hooked again.
I take his hand and look into his eyes, "Come on let's go back to my place." I pull him in my direction and we headed up the street. After a few blocks we arrived and I quickly unlocked my door. I threw my bag on the floor and Elliot did the same. We both started to roughly make out and were touching each other. It's been a while and it's addicting.
I take off Elliots jacket and I start rubbing his bulge in his pants. He takes charge and pushes me on the bed. Elliot takes off his plain black shirt and starts to unbuckle his pants. He climbs on top of me and I take off my shirt.
"I missed you so much y/n." Elliot says while wrapping his hand around my neck. I pull my pants down and he pressed his pelvis against mine. Elliot grinds on me and I wrap my legs around him. "I want you right now Elliot." I knew that I shouldn't but he knows what he's doing most of the time.
Elliot takes out a condom and puts it on quickly. I take off my panties and get comfortable on my back. Having Elliot on top of me is the most addictive thing to see. Without any hesitation he inserted himself in me so quickly and I let out a brief yell.
Elliot started thrusting inside me and the way he felt was so fucking great. I felt his skinny body and placed my fingernails on his back. I dragged them down and he released a loud grunt. Elliot knew that he needed to go faster.
"I missed you y/n. I love you." Elliot goes from hovering me to going up straight and looking down on me like I was his little toy. "Please don't stop Elliot." I grip the sheets and arch my back. He laughs lightly, "Don't worry I don't plan to." I wrap my hands around his neck and choke him.
Sometimes Elliot likes a surprise choke he also started choking me. We both were in each other's grip and it felt great to be doing this to one another. It was hard to talk but I managed to take out, "Elliot I'm going to-" Elliot holds me close and keeps thrusting.
"Fuck. Fuck!" His body tensed and his strokes got slower and slower. We held each other close and when I looked down on my right I saw that he was using again. I hit his arm and he jolts up. "Hey what the hell?" I sit up and cover my body with my blanket. "You're using again?! How many fucking times Elliot?" I start to cry and bury my hands in my face. "Y/n I know okay? But I got rid of everything before I came here so I can start a new and sort of normal life with you. I know I fucked up but I did one last taste before I actually let go. I probably shouldn't have done that but fuck y/n can you really blame me? You've seen me cold turkey and it sucks." I knew that Elliot wanted to try again and I wasn't sure if I wanted to.
Should I get him sober a job and then kick him out when he's doing fine? Or do I start over and hope to god I don't end up down the same hole? "Elliot. I love you and I came here to disappear and start a new life. If you're serious you'll get clean, see a new therapist, and get a real job. No hacking." I kiss Elliot and hug him. I might be a dumb ass for taking him back but I will always love him. "I love you too. I'm sorry y/n I know this doesn't cut it but I really am sorry baby." We hug together and we put our foreheads together. We have a long journey but I just hope that he commits to it.
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